Okay so how many of our brothers and sisters are talking about killing themselves (have counted 2-3 so far) and I strongly believe that the enemy is really trying to fuck with our emotions more then usuall, (whatever the usuall amount is I dont know) now im not trying to alarm anyone it's just I have been having alot of problems of my own and usually I do not have such problems (very strong ones at that). I think HP V. had posted something about severing an emotional link of some sort but you would have to look at it to know what its about as I have not had a chance to really look through it. I don't know if it's just me but I know of 2-3 brothers and sisters on this site who have talked about killing themselves and so I would advise everyone to really clean There aura's and just know its not you it is the enemy fucking with your minds (I think, not sure though). Now maybe some of our brothers and sisters could look into this more in depth and hopefuly I am just a paranoid idiot (if so have a good day and ignore any future postings of this raving lunatic). Again I am not trying to alarm anyone I just think that it's better to react sooner rather than after something happens.
Hail Father and the Gods of Old!
EVERYONE LISTEN TO THIS NOW!!!!!! VERY SERIOUS!!!!!!!!
thesataniclazy2 min to read
what i was toaught was thats its asin(on our half... yes i was taught that thre are wrong doing aka sins) but yea.. were supposed to be a strong people... able to weather w/e.. get through it...idk just my take. n i do think that we need to do something to help those of us in here or even in this outside of jos... cause we are diverse in beliefs.. it does get hard. n what not. n we do need that support.. idk ne ways my thoughts.. ~king~twiggy~~
From: thesataniclazy <thesataniclazy@...
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Sent: Wed, March 17, 2010 12:25:31 AM
Subject: EVERYONE LISTEN TO THIS NOW!!!!!! VERY SERIOUS!!!!!!!!
Okay so how many of our brothers and sisters are talking about killing themselves (have counted 2-3 so far) and I strongly believe that the enemy is really trying to fuck with our emotions more then usuall, (whatever the usuall amount is I dont know) now im not trying to alarm anyone it's just I have been having alot of problems of my own and usually I do not have such problems (very strong ones at that). I think HP V. had posted something about severing an emotional link of some sort but you would have to look at it to know what its about as I have not had a chance to really look through it. I don't know if it's just me but I know of 2-3 brothers and sisters on this site who have talked about killing themselves and so I would advise everyone to really clean There aura's and just know its not you it is the enemy fucking with your minds (I think, not sure though). Now maybe some of our brothers and sisters could look into this more in depth and hopefuly I am just a paranoid idiot (if so have a good day and ignore any future postings of this raving lunatic). Again I am not trying to alarm anyone I just think that it's better to react sooner rather than after something happens.
Hail Father and the Gods of Old!
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what i was toaught was thats its asin(on our half... yes i was taught that thre are wrong doing aka sins) but yea.. were supposed to be a strong people... able to weather w/e.. get through it...idk just my take. n i do think that we need to do something to help those of us in here or even in this outside of jos... cause we are diverse in beliefs.. it does get hard. n what not. n we do need that support.. idk ne ways my thoughts.. ~king~twiggy~~
From: thesataniclazy <thesataniclazy@...
To:
Sent: Wed, March 17, 2010 12:25:31 AM
Subject: EVERYONE LISTEN TO THIS NOW!!!!!! VERY SERIOUS!!!!!!!!
Okay so how many of our brothers and sisters are talking about killing themselves (have counted 2-3 so far) and I strongly believe that the enemy is really trying to fuck with our emotions more then usuall, (whatever the usuall amount is I dont know) now im not trying to alarm anyone it's just I have been having alot of problems of my own and usually I do not have such problems (very strong ones at that). I think HP V. had posted something about severing an emotional link of some sort but you would have to look at it to know what its about as I have not had a chance to really look through it. I don't know if it's just me but I know of 2-3 brothers and sisters on this site who have talked about killing themselves and so I would advise everyone to really clean There aura's and just know its not you it is the enemy fucking with your minds (I think, not sure though). Now maybe some of our brothers and sisters could look into this more in depth and hopefuly I am just a paranoid idiot (if so have a good day and ignore any future postings of this raving lunatic). Again I am not trying to alarm anyone I just think that it's better to react sooner rather than after something happens.
Hail Father and the Gods of Old!
Thanks for this post, man. It sounds like you rly care. I thought about killing myself alot( been through alot in my 18 years of living), but I don't even cut myself anymore thanks to Satanism and Satan. They both given me a reason to live and I can be successful.
--- In , "thesataniclazy" <thesataniclazy@... wrote:
Okay so how many of our brothers and sisters are talking about killing themselves (have counted 2-3 so far) and I strongly believe that the enemy is really trying to fuck with our emotions more then usuall, (whatever the usuall amount is I dont know) now im not trying to alarm anyone it's just I have been having alot of problems of my own and usually I do not have such problems (very strong ones at that). I think HP V. had posted something about severing an emotional link of some sort but you would have to look at it to know what its about as I have not had a chance to really look through it. I don't know if it's just me but I know of 2-3 brothers and sisters on this site who have talked about killing themselves and so I would advise everyone to really clean There aura's and just know its not you it is the enemy fucking with your minds (I think, not sure though). Now maybe some of our brothers and sisters could look into this more in depth and hopefuly I am just a paranoid idiot (if so have a good day and ignore any future postings of this raving lunatic). Again I am not trying to alarm anyone I just think that it's better to react sooner rather than after something happens.
Hail Father and the Gods of Old!
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Thanks for this post, man. It sounds like you rly care. I thought about killing myself alot( been through alot in my 18 years of living), but I don't even cut myself anymore thanks to Satanism and Satan. They both given me a reason to live and I can be successful.
--- In , "thesataniclazy" <thesataniclazy@... wrote:
Okay so how many of our brothers and sisters are talking about killing themselves (have counted 2-3 so far) and I strongly believe that the enemy is really trying to fuck with our emotions more then usuall, (whatever the usuall amount is I dont know) now im not trying to alarm anyone it's just I have been having alot of problems of my own and usually I do not have such problems (very strong ones at that). I think HP V. had posted something about severing an emotional link of some sort but you would have to look at it to know what its about as I have not had a chance to really look through it. I don't know if it's just me but I know of 2-3 brothers and sisters on this site who have talked about killing themselves and so I would advise everyone to really clean There aura's and just know its not you it is the enemy fucking with your minds (I think, not sure though). Now maybe some of our brothers and sisters could look into this more in depth and hopefuly I am just a paranoid idiot (if so have a good day and ignore any future postings of this raving lunatic). Again I am not trying to alarm anyone I just think that it's better to react sooner rather than after something happens.
Hail Father and the Gods of Old!
You are very right my friend.
"and just know its not you it is the enemy fucking with your minds."
This is very important. KNOW that these emotions aren't yours, that it is the enemy using and manipulating you. Don't let them. Sever the link that HP Vovim talked about.
(here is a link: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Advanced_ ... ssage/3741)
Another thing i would like to add, directed at 'thesataniclazy' specifiacly, but all should know this too. Someone once told me to always trust myself, trust that what I think is true, is. After asking him a rather far fetched question, he told me to realize this. That i need to be able to trust my mind and my beliefs, and not worry about who might try and say otherwise, as long as i know it is true.
Don't doubt yourself, this is a weakness that we cannot have. You were completely right in this post.
If you are ever unsure, Question the Gods.
Hail To thee, Morning Star! Praise the Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In , "thesataniclazy" <thesataniclazy@... wrote:
Okay so how many of our brothers and sisters are talking about killing themselves (have counted 2-3 so far) and I strongly believe that the enemy is really trying to fuck with our emotions more then usuall, (whatever the usuall amount is I dont know) now im not trying to alarm anyone it's just I have been having alot of problems of my own and usually I do not have such problems (very strong ones at that). I think HP V. had posted something about severing an emotional link of some sort but you would have to look at it to know what its about as I have not had a chance to really look through it. I don't know if it's just me but I know of 2-3 brothers and sisters on this site who have talked about killing themselves and so I would advise everyone to really clean There aura's and just know its not you it is the enemy fucking with your minds (I think, not sure though). Now maybe some of our brothers and sisters could look into this more in depth and hopefuly I am just a paranoid idiot (if so have a good day and ignore any future postings of this raving lunatic). Again I am not trying to alarm anyone I just think that it's better to react sooner rather than after something happens.
Hail Father and the Gods of Old!
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You are very right my friend.
"and just know its not you it is the enemy fucking with your minds."
This is very important. KNOW that these emotions aren't yours, that it is the enemy using and manipulating you. Don't let them. Sever the link that HP Vovim talked about.
(here is a link: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Advanced_ ... ssage/3741)
Another thing i would like to add, directed at 'thesataniclazy' specifiacly, but all should know this too. Someone once told me to always trust myself, trust that what I think is true, is. After asking him a rather far fetched question, he told me to realize this. That i need to be able to trust my mind and my beliefs, and not worry about who might try and say otherwise, as long as i know it is true.
Don't doubt yourself, this is a weakness that we cannot have. You were completely right in this post.
If you are ever unsure, Question the Gods.
Hail To thee, Morning Star! Praise the Gods of Old!
-En Haradren Amlug.
--- In , "thesataniclazy" <thesataniclazy@... wrote:
Okay so how many of our brothers and sisters are talking about killing themselves (have counted 2-3 so far) and I strongly believe that the enemy is really trying to fuck with our emotions more then usuall, (whatever the usuall amount is I dont know) now im not trying to alarm anyone it's just I have been having alot of problems of my own and usually I do not have such problems (very strong ones at that). I think HP V. had posted something about severing an emotional link of some sort but you would have to look at it to know what its about as I have not had a chance to really look through it. I don't know if it's just me but I know of 2-3 brothers and sisters on this site who have talked about killing themselves and so I would advise everyone to really clean There aura's and just know its not you it is the enemy fucking with your minds (I think, not sure though). Now maybe some of our brothers and sisters could look into this more in depth and hopefuly I am just a paranoid idiot (if so have a good day and ignore any future postings of this raving lunatic). Again I am not trying to alarm anyone I just think that it's better to react sooner rather than after something happens.
Hail Father and the Gods of Old!
i understand.I too hav fallen to sadend emotions forced opon me.
Just ignore yourself.THATS THE ONLY WAY TO ACTUALLY FIGHT THIS, BECAUSE FIGHTING YOUR SELF EMOTIONALLY IS THE WORST THING EVER.
and obviously,the enemy knows that.
It also helps to open your heart chakra and i truly believe this help you get a momentum on your real self-esteem.
--- In , "thesataniclazy" <thesataniclazy@... wrote:
Okay so how many of our brothers and sisters are talking about killing themselves (have counted 2-3 so far) and I strongly believe that the enemy is really trying to fuck with our emotions more then usuall, (whatever the usuall amount is I dont know) now im not trying to alarm anyone it's just I have been having alot of problems of my own and usually I do not have such problems (very strong ones at that). I think HP V. had posted something about severing an emotional link of some sort but you would have to look at it to know what its about as I have not had a chance to really look through it. I don't know if it's just me but I know of 2-3 brothers and sisters on this site who have talked about killing themselves and so I would advise everyone to really clean There aura's and just know its not you it is the enemy fucking with your minds (I think, not sure though). Now maybe some of our brothers and sisters could look into this more in depth and hopefuly I am just a paranoid idiot (if so have a good day and ignore any future postings of this raving lunatic). Again I am not trying to alarm anyone I just think that it's better to react sooner rather than after something happens.
Hail Father and the Gods of Old!
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i understand.I too hav fallen to sadend emotions forced opon me.
Just ignore yourself.THATS THE ONLY WAY TO ACTUALLY FIGHT THIS, BECAUSE FIGHTING YOUR SELF EMOTIONALLY IS THE WORST THING EVER.
and obviously,the enemy knows that.
It also helps to open your heart chakra and i truly believe this help you get a momentum on your real self-esteem.
--- In , "thesataniclazy" <thesataniclazy@... wrote:
Okay so how many of our brothers and sisters are talking about killing themselves (have counted 2-3 so far) and I strongly believe that the enemy is really trying to fuck with our emotions more then usuall, (whatever the usuall amount is I dont know) now im not trying to alarm anyone it's just I have been having alot of problems of my own and usually I do not have such problems (very strong ones at that). I think HP V. had posted something about severing an emotional link of some sort but you would have to look at it to know what its about as I have not had a chance to really look through it. I don't know if it's just me but I know of 2-3 brothers and sisters on this site who have talked about killing themselves and so I would advise everyone to really clean There aura's and just know its not you it is the enemy fucking with your minds (I think, not sure though). Now maybe some of our brothers and sisters could look into this more in depth and hopefuly I am just a paranoid idiot (if so have a good day and ignore any future postings of this raving lunatic). Again I am not trying to alarm anyone I just think that it's better to react sooner rather than after something happens.
Hail Father and the Gods of Old!