dedication but ...

[Cain Black]

I just dedicated about 15 or 20 mins ago, i wrote the ritual and lighted up a red candle, i took a little bit of time trying to concentrate and to stay clear, i lighted the candle, and tried again to concentrate, i read it out loud, folded it and let it burn on top of a notebook (since i havent been able to buy the tools i need to make an altar) when the notebook started to catch on fire too i blew on it and extinguished the flame. i concentrated a little bit but failed because i thought "ok i can do my first meditation" but could not concentrate. all of a sudden i felt a tingling sensation on my right side lower back, then it wierd then hot. i got a little bit frustrated. i blew off the candle and came on the comp. i dont know if i did something wrong, i wrote the prayer, signed my name with my blood (enough blood to put my entire name and my signature) before i felt a little bit scared because of all the bullshit of the fuckin worthless piece of shit jehova and his filthy son. if you have read my other post you will understand. if anyone knows something, if i did something wrong or did i offend Father Satan?? it wasnt my intention.
Hail Satan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!