Hello Brothers and Sisters!
I've had this problem for a long time and I am ready to try and solve this.
I was doing 2 hours worth of meditations daily also handling a full time job (recently got a new job on my feet) and then after doing this for around 3-4 months I crash and I feel tired for around a month where I feel so tired that my meditations only consist of the Ritual.
How do I solve this?
This reminds me of my depression, where life just drains my energy and I have to take time to regain my energy by resting. Usually I need two days to rest, however I need to really start being consistent and try not to be burned out. It has been a pattern of mine.
I was doing AOP, house cleaning, Cleaning Chakras, power, void, opening my Clairaudience, Clairvoyance, banishing, Ritual. I usually kept track of these using a check off list and would keep track of the time.
How do I rest and do my meditations that are important for me and the protection of loved ones? I am the only one in my family that is spiritual and I try to protect them as well. I feel there's a pressure on me to protect my mom and dad and adult siblings (I do have my own family to worry about I am married)
Should I try doing more power meditations to give myself energy?
Should I try shorter but more powerful meditations
Should I schedule my meditations?(example: void on Tuesdays of every week?
Thank you all for taking the time to read my issue and any suggestions to solve this :)
Hail Satan!
Hail the Gods and Goddess of Satan!


