Any advice please?

[cruzbannon]

I am a fledgling Theistic Satanist (about 12 months). When I worship Satan, if I acknowledge Lillith ("To love you, be loyal and devoted to you is to also love, be loyal and devoted to your Lilith") I always get a vibrating hum that moves through my body at that exact moment, sometimes quite strongly. I have eliminated the possibility of it being a shiver due to draught or coolness and other possible physical reasons for it, and it ONLY happens when I acknowledge her. Someone has suggested that I may have some connection to her and that perhaps I should "pray" to her, but to also be careful as it shouldn't be done alone and should be done in the company of one who is experienced. Any advice please?? I have had many strange experiences in my life and believe quite strongly I do have a connection to something. Thanks heaps.