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A strange thing happens to me with both Divine and Jewish things...

SeguaceDiSatanas

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I'll be brief, even if I can't explain this well, it happens to me that if on Google, YouTube, etc. I read a word connected to something Jewish (like a sacred name in their magic), I feel a sense of repulsion, negativity, disturbance, as if the thing disgusted me, but WITHOUT KNOWING THAT WORD or its reference.

So much so that then I say to myself: "this thing has a Jewish energy", so I then go and look for it and indeed that is its nature (it has really happened to me several times).
I don't recognize Jewish energy, I don't actually know how to do it, but when I feel strong negativity I assume it's Jewish because the feeling is truly disgusting.

Instead, vice versa, if I read some Name by which one of our Gods is known, even if maybe at that moment I don't know it, I feel such love that then I say to myself: "this thing has to do with us and is sacred", and even in that case I discover that I am right after an online search.

It happens to me with the following things:
1) Words referring to the "sacred" of the Jewish world (in a negative way)
2) Names of the Gods (in a positive way)

It doesn't happen to me, however, with Gentile words, but which are only definitions of things. That is, if I read Egyptian words of specific spiritual functions, but which are not Names of Gods, I don't feel any particular feelings of love, but I can still recognize these words as personal and I feel a sense of belonging to these things that makes me recognize them as ours.

This thing works A LOT with anything related to the Egyptian world.
I have particular feelings about Egypt, not only because since I was little I loved playing video games or watching movies set in Egypt, but I also have strange dreams sometimes.

Recently I dreamed of visiting Egypt and crying deeply (I actually felt like crying). In the dream I was doing a monologue about Egypt "in my time": about how beautiful the times were when I lived in Egypt in my past life, about how degenerate the current world had become, I promised that those glorious times will return and I listed beautiful ancient things.

Even when I asked which Gods were following me to find out who my Guardians were, through a revealing dream, it was all Egyptian: the dream was set in Egypt, the Names of the Gods were Egyptian, and they were written on an Egyptian parchment, etc. Always Egypt.
As I told here:
Some time ago, I wanted to find out if there were Gods following me and I asked for a revealing dream in prayer. I dreamed of an Egyptian scroll with the writing: "Isis and Anubis, son of Asar, are powerful Gods of Egypt", when I woke up I asked myself: "who is Asar?" and I thought it was just a word my brain made up. Then it occurred to me to search for that word on Google because it doesn't cost anything anyway. I found out from Wikipedia that Asar is the Egyptian name for Osiris. So I searched on Google and indeed Osiris plays the (mythological) role of Anubis' father. Indeed, as I grew older, these two Gods I discovered were actually close to me

I often feel nostalgic for Egypt even during the day... but that's another story. Also because dreams can be influenced.

What do you think about all this?
Practically, with sensorial experiments carried out, I can confirm that what I feel for the "sacred" Hebrew words without knowing them and what I feel for the Names of the Gods without knowing them, regardless of the intensity of the sensation which depends on my level of personal advancement, are exactly sensations opposite and contrary.

In particular, disgust and detachment for the Jewish thing and love and belonging for the Divine Name. This is how I recognize the nature of these two things.
 
It is very important that you have a repulsion against hebrew things and words, so you can avoid them.

About your previous life, you can do this meditation: https://satanisgod.org/Past_Life_Meditation.html
I have decided that I am not yet advanced enough to control my past lives. I could suggest myself trying to discover them. Of course, every now and then I have this curiosity, but the answers will come by themselves with time. :D
 
During my course of occult studies, the nearest I was from jews the baddest I felt.
Despite I was facinated by Egyptian and Greek Ancient culture and religion when I was child, I never search in this direction.

Then, I got bored of all of this and the life leaded me to discover all being around WWII, politics... up to believe than all kikeries are about "satanism".

Paradoxally, I didn't hate Satan himself, supposing he manipulated kikes to mature ourselves.

Then, I discovered Joy of Satan the last year thanks to @ANPUMESSES999 , and all pieces of the puzzle fell into place in a few monthes.

Then, I dedicated myself without the disgusting feeling of betrayal and cowardice yhwh creates.
On the contrary, a feeling of high responsability and ultime commitment.

Hail Hitler
Hail Joy of Satan
Hail Satan
 
Brother, this isn't "strange", this is a sign of your spiritual and ancestral awareness. You should know this.

I too can recognize something that feel jew-y although not always as strongly as you.
It works mainly with people. Like actors. Especially as there are a lot of jewish actors.

Or once, I found myself inherently and instinctively aggressive towards a person on an online discussion (something that normally never happens), and then by chance I found out they're jewish, BUT only later, when I was introspectively wondering why I felt so aggressive towards that random person, which to me was just a username that meant nothing.
I guess my Soul felt the jewishness in them.

Be proud, you seem to have a very strong "sixth" sense for this, that everyone here must develop.
 
Paradoxally, I didn't hate Satan himself, supposing he manipulated kikes to mature ourselves
Interesting, so you Used to Believe that Satanas is Some kind of "Architect of the Matrix" and has created/manipulated the Jews in order to use em' as a tool for Testing Response of Satanic Races to Subtle Kinds of Threats, related to Corruption and Subversion, represented in this case by the Construct known as "jews" ?

Of course, every now and then I have this curiosity, but the answers will come by themselves with time
Wise choice...During your Journey, the Higher Powers will let you know what you Actually Need to Know, through Quite Subtle ways...

I promised that those glorious times will return
Pharaohs Will Return ☥
 
Interesting, so you Used to Believe that Satanas is Some kind of "Architect of the Matrix" and has created/manipulated the Jews in order to use em' as a tool for Testing Response of Satanic Races to Subtle Kinds of Threats, related to Corruption and Subversion, represented in this case by the Construct known as "jews" ?
In fact yes.

I vaguely assumed that yhwh, Satan and Saturn was miscellaneous expression of the same energy, the same will, and was in charge to mature the humanity via a psychological fight, to constrain us to build the faith, or 5th Element.
Like the covid : you take the vaccine or not ? Do you have faith or are you a coward ?

The energy following Saturn being Uranus, the "great magician", severe tests are required to reach such energy. You must be wise for that, and the wisdom reject all that jews are...
But I loose myself in bad litterature and I had never the good elements to go forward, all being jewified. Instinctively, I was distancing myself because when it doesn't smell the jew, it smells the xtian and turned around - their data being dead end full of poetry.

If I look well, the Gods followed my course and let me in the bad direction until I understand or mature suficiently. The way I saw the things is relative to what I needed to understand.
 
Interesting
When I saw your subscription on gab, your profile created a cognitive dissonance, an "antisemitic satanic approach" was primarily a non sens.
But I was ready to dive into the subject and see what it was all about, I was suficiently strong at this moment.
 
When I saw your subscription on gab, your profile created a cognitive dissonance, an "antisemitic satanic approach" was primarily a non sens.
But I was ready to dive into the subject and see what it was all about, I was suficiently strong at this moment.
Lol, it's funny to think that, as someone who has had a different path from you, I get the huge cognitive dissonance every time retarded christians on the web try to put Father Satanas and the dirty jews in the same faction. It was a shock the first time I discovered that it was a thing. "Satanist jews" lmao. I just can't. It sounds so dumb.

Anyway, I'm prod of you, you challenged your prior knowledge and found out the real Truth, and are now starting to witness its Beauty.
May Satanas bless you Brother.
 
I get the huge cognitive dissonance every time retarded christians on the web try to put Father Satanas and the dirty jews in the same faction.
That you say is obvious but I didn't knew them.
Real spirituality and "religions" was two different things for me, and in fact it's the case.

I turned around with fake data for years, even F Bardon is subversive, and should resolve the enigma alone with my common sense - my best skills are programmation, I'm a bug tracker.
I thrown all the levels of the architecture of the lies in this adventure, and needed that to mature, I'm naive.

I was not invited to enter in the circle up to the last year for karmic reason and my faith and common sense has been extensively tested.

I'm really happy to be here and to participate for translations today.
 
you challenged your prior knowledge

and should resolve the enigma alone with my common sense
In fact, I'm never been 100% alone.

Since childhood, some entities followed me, even talked to me (mentally at really high speed) and subtly interacted with my life to corrected my course, leaded to discover something to balanced my point of view...

I've no religious upbringing and never fallen into anything. So, imaginated than a "Satanic religion" was the real one was a non sense among others for me.

Maybe I was a rosicrucian or inflenced by such stuff in a previous life, this life would be a reset.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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