SeguaceDiSatanas
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I'll be brief, even if I can't explain this well, it happens to me that if on Google, YouTube, etc. I read a word connected to something Jewish (like a sacred name in their magic), I feel a sense of repulsion, negativity, disturbance, as if the thing disgusted me, but WITHOUT KNOWING THAT WORD or its reference.
So much so that then I say to myself: "this thing has a Jewish energy", so I then go and look for it and indeed that is its nature (it has really happened to me several times).
I don't recognize Jewish energy, I don't actually know how to do it, but when I feel strong negativity I assume it's Jewish because the feeling is truly disgusting.
Instead, vice versa, if I read some Name by which one of our Gods is known, even if maybe at that moment I don't know it, I feel such love that then I say to myself: "this thing has to do with us and is sacred", and even in that case I discover that I am right after an online search.
It happens to me with the following things:
1) Words referring to the "sacred" of the Jewish world (in a negative way)
2) Names of the Gods (in a positive way)
It doesn't happen to me, however, with Gentile words, but which are only definitions of things. That is, if I read Egyptian words of specific spiritual functions, but which are not Names of Gods, I don't feel any particular feelings of love, but I can still recognize these words as personal and I feel a sense of belonging to these things that makes me recognize them as ours.
This thing works A LOT with anything related to the Egyptian world.
I have particular feelings about Egypt, not only because since I was little I loved playing video games or watching movies set in Egypt, but I also have strange dreams sometimes.
Recently I dreamed of visiting Egypt and crying deeply (I actually felt like crying). In the dream I was doing a monologue about Egypt "in my time": about how beautiful the times were when I lived in Egypt in my past life, about how degenerate the current world had become, I promised that those glorious times will return and I listed beautiful ancient things.
Even when I asked which Gods were following me to find out who my Guardians were, through a revealing dream, it was all Egyptian: the dream was set in Egypt, the Names of the Gods were Egyptian, and they were written on an Egyptian parchment, etc. Always Egypt.
As I told here:
I often feel nostalgic for Egypt even during the day... but that's another story. Also because dreams can be influenced.
What do you think about all this?
Practically, with sensorial experiments carried out, I can confirm that what I feel for the "sacred" Hebrew words without knowing them and what I feel for the Names of the Gods without knowing them, regardless of the intensity of the sensation which depends on my level of personal advancement, are exactly sensations opposite and contrary.
In particular, disgust and detachment for the Jewish thing and love and belonging for the Divine Name. This is how I recognize the nature of these two things.
So much so that then I say to myself: "this thing has a Jewish energy", so I then go and look for it and indeed that is its nature (it has really happened to me several times).
I don't recognize Jewish energy, I don't actually know how to do it, but when I feel strong negativity I assume it's Jewish because the feeling is truly disgusting.
Instead, vice versa, if I read some Name by which one of our Gods is known, even if maybe at that moment I don't know it, I feel such love that then I say to myself: "this thing has to do with us and is sacred", and even in that case I discover that I am right after an online search.
It happens to me with the following things:
1) Words referring to the "sacred" of the Jewish world (in a negative way)
2) Names of the Gods (in a positive way)
It doesn't happen to me, however, with Gentile words, but which are only definitions of things. That is, if I read Egyptian words of specific spiritual functions, but which are not Names of Gods, I don't feel any particular feelings of love, but I can still recognize these words as personal and I feel a sense of belonging to these things that makes me recognize them as ours.
This thing works A LOT with anything related to the Egyptian world.
I have particular feelings about Egypt, not only because since I was little I loved playing video games or watching movies set in Egypt, but I also have strange dreams sometimes.
Recently I dreamed of visiting Egypt and crying deeply (I actually felt like crying). In the dream I was doing a monologue about Egypt "in my time": about how beautiful the times were when I lived in Egypt in my past life, about how degenerate the current world had become, I promised that those glorious times will return and I listed beautiful ancient things.
Even when I asked which Gods were following me to find out who my Guardians were, through a revealing dream, it was all Egyptian: the dream was set in Egypt, the Names of the Gods were Egyptian, and they were written on an Egyptian parchment, etc. Always Egypt.
As I told here:
Some time ago, I wanted to find out if there were Gods following me and I asked for a revealing dream in prayer. I dreamed of an Egyptian scroll with the writing: "Isis and Anubis, son of Asar, are powerful Gods of Egypt", when I woke up I asked myself: "who is Asar?" and I thought it was just a word my brain made up. Then it occurred to me to search for that word on Google because it doesn't cost anything anyway. I found out from Wikipedia that Asar is the Egyptian name for Osiris. So I searched on Google and indeed Osiris plays the (mythological) role of Anubis' father. Indeed, as I grew older, these two Gods I discovered were actually close to me
I often feel nostalgic for Egypt even during the day... but that's another story. Also because dreams can be influenced.
What do you think about all this?
Practically, with sensorial experiments carried out, I can confirm that what I feel for the "sacred" Hebrew words without knowing them and what I feel for the Names of the Gods without knowing them, regardless of the intensity of the sensation which depends on my level of personal advancement, are exactly sensations opposite and contrary.
In particular, disgust and detachment for the Jewish thing and love and belonging for the Divine Name. This is how I recognize the nature of these two things.