A big problem

[jamesmarshall237]

So my mom's forehead and top of her head have it's skin falling off along with her finger tips. I can not get it to see a dermatologist because she is to scared after her having breast cancer. I honestly do not know what to do with myself. I always see her scratching now and when I tell her to please stop she just gets pissed at me. Any idea of what it might be?

 

[soutlaw92]

Generally speaking, dermatological problems are caused by blood, lymph and or digestive issues. On the other hand it can be just a side effect from a bigger problem.

 

[soutlaw92]

Hello, JamesSo you are saying that your mother has overcome cancer in the past?How old is she?When she scratches, does the skin fall off and does it bleed?Does she have any other health problems?
I hope you do not mind me asking these questions but they are helpful in determining what the cause may be.
The member CentralForce is very good with giving great advice from a Traditional Chinese Medicine point of view.
Be Well.

 

[soutlaw92]

Hello, James.
You say she has had breast cancer in the past and has overcome it?When she crates does the skin fall off and bleed? How do they look?How old is she?What is the state of her health and what problems, if any, does she have with her health?
I hope you don't mind me asking these things because they are factors in determining the cause.
Be well.
High Priestess Shannon

 

[soutlaw92]

Well.. That is a lot, James.Your mother is not physically or mentally well, thats for sure. It is sad. Many are going through these kind of situations.
For starters I hope you are actively meditating, cleansing your aura and advancing your soul through power meditation. With this, it will give you the strength, power and protection to get through this and balance you out. So, no matter what, keep increasing your bioelectricity.
If your mother and her overall well being is your focus for now, you should carefully plan this out.Her mental health is the most important factor here because without any mental stability she will not have the competence and will to actively further her own healing. So, in other words, she needs mentally and spiritual healing. Being a Xian definitely does not help at all. We all know the degeneration that Xianity brings.
I understand how it might feel to watch the person you care about deteriorate before you. It has happened to me before. But I have brought it upon my self to heal that loved one in the best way possible.
Spiritually speaking, the Sun Square would be a good overworking to promote her health both mentally and physically while working on the physical step at a time. You know your mother better than I do obviously so would she be stubborn in taking certain food based supplements for her general immune system and body? Such as Cod liver oil. This works on the immune system, skin and liver.
From what you can see, does she want to heal herself...Some such as Xians pretty much "accept" the problems they have and do not even think of taking it upon themselves to do what they can to save themselves. They became the mirror of the program of Xianity based on death and being the complete victim. Some Xians will not even take life saving medicine because they want to rely on that nazarene or god to heal them...through constant praying...
No doubt, your mother's situation is very sad indeed.

 

[centralforce6661]

Shannon is correct in her assessment of the skin problems that your mother is experiencing originating in deeper systems of the body. In this instance it sounds like it might be blood, especially if the skin is very dry and flaky. I would suspect your mother is very pale and gets tired easily - the cytotoxic drugs that are used to combat cancer take a heavy toll on the blood and yin of the body and certainly if one does not overcome the cancer then the chemo drugs would contribute to the high rate of mortality (death) that we see with most cancers today.

It sounds as though you yourself have not had it easy, and as brute as it might sound, perhaps you would be best focused on yourself for the time being. It's not wrong to love your mother and want to help her, that is very natural however I have found that if one is not in good shape themselves, mentally, emotionally, physically and spiritually then certainly their capacity to effectively help others is also diminished. I am especially drawn to your last statement that despite knowing that sharing this information here is not a waste of time, you still feel bad for doing it.

It would seem that subconsciously you are still trying for your father figure's approval, whether you want it or not you are still looking for it. Might I suggest exploring that part of your mind for a little while to see if it helps? If you would like herbal advice for your mother I would also be happy to help however I would like to see YOU as one of Father Satan's own get to your feet sooner than someone who might only further drain you of what energy you have left in trying to help them.

 

[soutlaw92]

As CentralForce has put it, it seems that you really need to focus on yourself. After sending this message, I see that you have your own issues to work to first. We all do.
Don't over extend yourself in that you are trying to make yourself well and then handle the baggage of your mother's. You might have to become consumed in yourself. Help yourself now and then you'll have the strength to help those close to you.
These self loathing and negative feelings you have for yourself and with the assumptions that the gods or we Zevism here would think you are a moron or not good enough, are definitely not healthy.
Its very sad to see the mental abuse you experienced. Learn to have a loving and caring attitude toward yourself and as was mentioned in the last message, the power meditations will heal you from the inside out. Just try your best to be consistent. Do not see them as a chore. See them as something as vital as eating. In this world, most of humanity are on such a low level and these problems manifest. Purify the dross within you and keep on elevating. 
Take care of your body, treat it well. Compliment yourself and highlight your best features. Don't let anyone ever tell you that you are an abomination or perverted because you are a third sex. Being third sex is a wonderful thing and how you were born. Satanism stands for all that is natural. It doesn't tale much to see that those around you are the ones who are unnatural.
You are with Satan now. You are not alone.Having a positive loving outlook to yourself is very, very important. If you are not mentally well then everything else begins to degrade.
So with this being said, work on yourself first. You can make use of the runes or energy from the sun by way of runes, sanskrit or breathing energy from the sun. Just take things step at a time. Increasing your bioelectricity will give you the raw energy and power needed to tackle these issues in your life and wit empowering the soul, things will fall into place for you. I like to invoke fire in cases like this and keep your aura clean so negative though forms and energy does not cling to your aura to cause more havoc.
Please do not hesitate to ask anymore questions here concerning your mental health and well being. Or you can email me or central force (If that is okay with him) if you have any personal health related issues to work out. 
For now you have:Invoking FireUse of runes such as Wunjo for healingPositive affirmations before bed which work to reprogram your brainSun SquareMeditating on Father Satan's and his sigil, as well as his calming blue energyOverall power meditation

 

[centralforce6661]

"Or you can email me or central force (If that is okay with him) if you have any personal health related issues to work out."

Yes that is totally fine.

 

[Taol]

I understand the part about wanting to help someone else. I too have had the urge a lot in the past. I was taking on other peoples problems as my own and it has given me too much negative results.

I don't think anyone here thinks of you as a moron, honestly, maybe some might but I highly doubt it.

This next alinea might be of little significance but I still would like to share:
I was told when I was seven years old that I didn't understand how other people feel. I tried to learn how other people behave after that, watching their reactions to things. Now I am quite a bit older. I've had a compliment from some people that if anyone could relate to something it would be me. I've always had more intense emotions than everyone else, and now I understand after coming here that that is in my natal chart too.

What was said to me was faulty. But that doesn't have to define who I am.

When you have negative thoughts about subjects, try to find something else to show perspective. This is hard I know and easier to do after you climb out of that pit you're in.

Indeed, work on yourself. The road may seem long, but after a while you will look back and see the progress you've made. 

I know you will be able to do it. Now you have to believe that yourself too.
I am who I am and no one but me is ever going to succeed in changing that.
(you may take that last sentence as an affirmation if you like)