Relationships #839 no love life

Hello
I am 30 years old man . i have never had a lover. I have never been in relationship.it was always hard to choose women for me. Even if i loved someone i wasnt persuaded in my love enough. When i like a women i always try to find a someone better that her. I think this is a main problem.
I have venus opposition jupiter. Maybe this causes that i always try to find ideal one.Also square to saturn and other minor ones .
Need ideas to help myself pleasee.
Thanks in advance.