Meditations #75752 Want help with certain feelings

Maybe you should get hypnotized. :(

50% percent of the horrible thoughts/fantasies is enemy programming/conditioning from society through media, public schools, politics, etc. Some of the sadistic thoughts might be from enemy thought forms. If you learn to master your mind these horrible sadistic thoughts become a tool for understanding evil and the way it thinks. By understanding how evil works its become easier to expose it and destroy it. Rather than trying to bury the sadistic thoughts try to focus on something positive or work towards a goal.

Clean your soul and study ethics, justice & philosophy.

A sense of sadism can come from feelings of anger that are repressed and have no outlet, especially feelings of injustice. It can give a desire to lash out and hurt people because of being hurt oneself. Elevating your understanding and awareness can help with this.

These tendencies will also be indicated in the natal chart, which should be studied as well.

I have pretty sadistic fantasise I can’t control, I know they are bad to have but that just cannot leave my mind. Iv been meditating and it doesn’t seem to be helping much. It’s effecting my life negatively and making me an extremely confused and worried person. All advice is appreciated

It is possible that in past lives you were a soldier who liked to fight and you have quite a lot of Mars energies.

The horrors of war in past lives could unwittingly make a sadist out of you.

I recommend that you purify your aura and chakras, as well as direct hatred at the enemy in ritual work (Final Ritual).