Laiyan Toye
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Thx guys for awsering my other post!!!
I know now, that patience, persitence and consistency is the key!!My question today his about the auras and the cleaning and aligning process.Has i read every article in joy of satan , i just wanna make sure im doing this corecly but the real dilema his a have little problem concerning this has you will read on
Well i start in indian position and i visualise a white shield around me then i visualise shining star on each of my chakras starting from bottom and up( shoulder at the end) !Then i breath energies from the sun like im siting in it from my crown charkas,back and below! I do this for about 10min then i get realy hot feeling like heat all over my body for about 5 min, then i stop ! Well that about it lol i dont know if im doing it corecly(if that increasing my powerful auraslol) but they say the aura can protected agaist negative energies ,im a pretty confident guy, i feel good and life his great but my mom who his a alcoholic and HIS very insecure women who's prone to misfortune! Since his my mom and she all alone, i go see her once a week, see if she doing alright!But Everytime i go there,i feel she and the house sucking my joy and positive energies like a black hole and i leave feeling depress and down (not my feelings) i seem to be absorbing her negative energies and i dont like it! To relate on cleaning and aligning the charkas, is it because my auras not strong enought?I asked this because when i mediatate afterward leaving her house cleaning my charkas,the stress dosent seem to go away, it take days for this negative feeling to go away (my self again)!If i feel good bout myself but when i go there i get stress out i know there something im doing wrong in the meditation process!! I know u guys gonna tell me not go there then lol but i could not go there for 2-3 month but go there once and i slowing start feeling depress ,she such a downer and i gets to me! And that not the worse everytime i go see her , i get some misfortune happening to me afterward , like losing my wallet , i get sick , feeling stress out etc... anyone can tell me what happening there , phichic attack? U guy tell me Thx!! knowlegde is always apreciated HAIL SATAN!!!!! 