As some of you know, I had a daughter who died shortly after birth. Her birthday is March 6th. I ask that you keep me and my family in your thoughts on that day. Thank You. Ralph

Anyone anywhere close to Indianapolis.

Its time to let him go. This can only end in more pain and suffering for you. I had the same problem, and I was engaged. I had to tell her to go. If you are serious about being a satanist, then you must be willing to let go of all that you hold dear. --- In [email protected]...

#1 Do you want it to grow? if not it may be a lack of concentration, or you could have concentrated the energy too much. Some say its not possible but ive noticed that the smaller more dense forms are harder to control. #2 It sounds like your growing in power. Isnt that what youve been...

Of course it could be damaging. but the truth is that he probably wont even see us as a threat and that is a good thing, because we want to be able to grow in power unnoticed. What most christians do is deny that people with opinions other than their own even exist, because they are afraid...

When just starting it is very hard to directly communicate with Father. I would suggest doing the beginner power meditations for a while and then trying again. He will always make his presence known, dont look with your eyes, feel with your heart. Soon you will find the answers you need...

My experience is quite different from most of the other posts. I was left by a girlfriend, and she sent me a ring, it was supposed to be the ring i gave her, but it was not. It was a ring inscribed with the baphomet symbol. I asked her if she had sent that ring and she denied it. She said it...

No. Same thing happened to me.

Well Patrick, I had the same problem at first. You are looking too hard. Don't look feel. Ask Father to come over you and let you feel his presence. You will feel a warm and loving feeling wash over you. And if you do not, dont despair, we all grow differently. Some of us are able to feel...

One thing I can say is to calm down. Calm your mind and body and use this anger and frustration to perform a ritual. Perhaps the foundation meditation. As I have learned from experience, anger and frustration cause the mind to wander and the practices to fail.