im scared if someone kills me and i dont go to hell i wish i was in hell now but its hard to meditate ill try so i do go to hell i wanna learn that art were you touch someone and later die like pressure points thats a art im targeting to learn

for some reason i see visions of the future when im asleep when i wake up i dont remember it so when i see a certain place and time i remember that from my dreams that image and sound from the dreams

im sorry for what i said by tomorrow im going to start meditating so i will be strong with the force of satan . satan are true father loves us like were family to him i thank him and his demons for what we got now HAIL SATAN THE ONE AND ONLY GOD

i used my pendulum i told amon "am i going to marry a human " he said yes then i said "will she be a satanist" he said yes ------------------------------

i am going through to much i cant take it my life is being ruined by other people maybe a little bit of my family i have gone to crazy to say this i might kill myself i dont know yet see if my life gets better if it doesn't get better ill be seeing you all in hell not in a bad way but a good way...

one day when i was little i was just taking bath but i stared at a light bulb then it blow out and broke every where it looked like someone shot it with a gun did i have something to do with it like did i use energy to it when i was staring at it i was feeling something strange like a energy rise

theres something bad telling me to kill everyone even my family its talking through me in a dark voice im thinking i dont want to kill every one im to weak to get it out of me im feel i might suffer from this thing what is it ?

i get mad alot today someone called me and my friends fuckers all i could think about was like bashing their heads in the walls how do i control it do you know

how do i meditate to get clairvoyance because i want to see all the demons i saw like the chakra for clairvoyance but i just dont understand plus do you guys and women got a meditation for clairsense where you can feel spirits or something

i need help with my third eye i dont know a meditation for it

i almost turned my friend to a satanist intill she didnt want to that much she's a atheist their bad she started believing when i started using my pendulum she would ask questions the pendulum was always right every question she said the pendulum answered all of them right HAIL SATAN!!

yep me to my family's christian but they never go to church fuck jesus my mom told me about dowsing rods which i think they pretty stupid like no one even prays in my house shit they dont even remind me of those stupid ass christians every thing they say to me i just kinda muffle to them like...