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    Can't believe this honestly

    My dumb jew professor got a" little upset" when I corrected him on the lesson he gave. With that being done, he conspicously can tell that I am not a believer in Christianity, Catholicism, etc whereas everyone else can tell also. No one in that class knows I am a spiritual Satanist because I do...
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    Jew Professor

    I started college just a week ago as a freshman student. The journey was hard but was worth it because I can seize more opportunities to explore the world around even more and learn more about myself. I am a transfer student and my goal is to leave and transfer into a four year college. As I...
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    Mental Institution

    The United States, in long island NY
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    Mental Institution

    You are correct,  and I am so sorry you have to go through that. Its very upsetting for the both of us and not only us but the many dedicated satanist that have to go through that shit. No one will ever force me to leave Satanism, and if someone did, I will fight for myself and if I die then I...
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    Mental Institution

    I remember when it was 2013, from February 20 through February 29, I was 17 (I just turned 17 on February 18) therefore I am now 18 years old. Going back to what I was saying, before that day, (February 29) the months before that, I was extremely depressed.  I didnt find Satanism, I never knew...
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    Unsubscribe

    How do I unsubscribe to this group? I have been studying for a while now and its been months and this doesn't seem like it was on the first time I was looking into it. It seemed accepting and all (i dont like the kikes either) but it seems different now. Like not positive different...
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    Christian Ritual Abuse

    (People need to know this) = to know about these crimes. On Oct 9, 2014 8:39 PM, "Rebecca Martin" <rebeccamartin12678@... wrote:
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    Christian Ritual Abuse

    Christianity is terrible in so many ways...I was sexually abused as a child when living in a heavy believing christian home, (my aunts place) but when I was 8 I was placed to live with my mother. She is good and accepting but she is brainwashed, unfortunately. People need to know this and when...
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    Bullshit I hate.

    Yes it is!
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    Bullshit I hate.

    This is the shit I hate.. The Most Hated Family In America: http://youtu.be/6TULrScZvX4
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    (no subject)

    He sent me the same thing
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    Choking but not choking.

    Yes I think it is, because I literally woke up trying to pull a rope that's making me choke and I was scratching my neck, gasping for air, but there was no rope and I wasn't in a bad bed position
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    Choking but not choking.

    Waking up"choking" like wake up trying to gasp for breath and trying to pull a "rope" that's around your neck, but there is no rope and you're not in a struggling position..... Happened to me twice this month. Anyone knows what this is?
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    Jews...

    I did go in it. It took place in Washington D.C. There were these "stories". One of them we went to was Daniels story, something like that. I was too pissed off to pay attention. It is like when you walked in, they gave you a soppy story on this boys life. Then you went to the next room. It...
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    Jews...

    I am forced to go to this Jewish museum of the holocaust memorial bullshit,with my family. I hate this so fuckin much.
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    Annoyed

    Yes, that does makes sense and I don't like kikes either. But thank you! Hail Satan!    every Gentile is welcome...your race, sexuality, etc. doesn't matter. The only race not allowed are the kikes,they are the enemy.
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    Satan is Great!

    That's wonderful! I love Satan so much. I can't stand jews because they are always trying to get me away from loving Satan. You know what I do?  I don't listen to them because I love Satan with my heart! Hail Satan
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    Done

    Thanks for the support guys! It truly means a lot right now, and I always find you guys and Satan to be comforting. I do have a purpose to live now, and not die over some stupid boy. Especially when I have great helping hands here,  and Satan by my side Hail Satan!
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    Done

    Thank you so much for understanding, me seeing and hearing things is a gift and I should use it. Unfortunately I am in Canada with a family trip I was forced to go to so I can not meditate or even masterbate but I will came back to the U.S on Monday!!! Save up for my own place and just mediate...
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    Annoyed

    Yes I makes a lot of sense and I even noticed that too but thank you, I'm working hard to study and learn and that's what matters hail Satan!
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    Church nonsense

    So when I was like 15 years old, I was forced to go to conformation, confermation I can't spell that word but I was forced to do it and I am 18 now so I am independent and can make my own choices but I do remember that we were forced to go talk to the priest and ask any question or whatever. So...
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    Done

    Uhm actually yes,  I was abused physically like really badly... I been to a psych ward twice, and we'll it all started with my mom and dad, my dad beated and raped my mom like crazy... She was not allowed to leave the house go to work or nothing, one day they argued and my dad took me and my...
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    Done

    And yes you are right, I can let the enemy win and this is why I seeked for all of you guys help this is why, but yes thank you I am willing to go on the website and do what's right for me
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    Annoyed

    Well a lot of people are telling me that what I believe in, is wrong.. But I know better not to listen to them and then they say that what I believe in (Satan, JOS) is bad because they don't accept any races like Asians, Latinos ect. And I know they are the enemy and all and I know not to listen...
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    Done

    *can't let the enemy win
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    Done

    True yes I agree that is correct, I am currently prescribed to 20mg of Citalopram (for depression) and 5mg abilify (for seeing things and voices) I even got a brain scan and it resulted in normal and everything is normal but I personally believe that the things I see and hear are actually there...
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    Done

    Thank you very much and I am willing to do anything at this point but yes I will do that right now but thank you
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    Done

    I want to die and the last time I felt this way..I found Satan and felt better and went to a hospital but now I want to die... It happens every summer and on February, which is fuckin weird but in the summer time I get severely depressed, I don't know...And I know some of you will not like it of...
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    NEW

    My friend Chris and i are new to this and he both love Satan, we are planning to dedicate, but he gets paranoid by candles... what does he do?
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    Re: Love?

    I know that I will have to break up with him, of course but how do I do it, when he says why i am breaking up with him. I hardly care about his feelings but should I reval that I am a satanist or what btw I am 17 years old
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    Suicide

    Yeah I'm seeing my therapist today
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    Suicide

    same here, im planning to jump off a bridge but i advise you get help , im gonna talk to my therapist

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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