Well actually, i have to thank you all. All that bad and good comments... Those all act like a "wake up call" :) I started meditate again, started to work and try to find a way. Thank you all, suicide is for weak... Love you all... HAIL SATAN !

@Fibrilik @Jocelyn Valdez Thanks for support, actually i'm better than yesterday and trying to move on... @the_fire_starter666 This is my second yahoo account, i don't want to write with my other active account because of my friends, i want to be anonymous in this situation. I got the point...

Hi, I'm SS for 4 years, and i'm having really hard times for 2 years... Me and my family having a big financial crisis for 2 years, i was really strong for a year but after one year, i start to crash, and about 5 months, i started to plan a suicide. I'm really full of life and want to live, i...

Hi, i cant find my prev post to look at the answers, so ill try again :) Basicaly im new to satanism, i live with a partner who will totaly take it the wrong way if i tried to explain what it is. I have 3 kids also which leaves me barely time to myself for a moment, i read various sites, ok to...

Im new here, and fairly new to this religon, im 32 and was christened when i was 3 but have never in my life followed the religon, ive always beleived if god was real he would help the planet, ive always beleived in demons, spirits, since i was 9 mostly because we had one in our home. Im turning...