This isn't my experience but my mothers. I visited her for thanksgiving. At one point she went into a guestroom to get something. After she had been in there for a while she collapsed, after her boyfriend and I helped her to the couch, all she would talk about was a little girl. It has taken...

I am bipolar as well, and my psychiatrist picks personality traits that are completely normal (having confidence for example) to say that they see signs of this disorder or another. There was a list of about seven different disorders that she said I show signs of. Before I knew how damaging...

I found Satanism by researching different religions in college. I went to what had been a xian college but dropped the title as they began growing out of being a private institution, though they still had a requirement of taking either old or new testament as a class. I hadn't believed in...

Congrats to you both! Hope the future holds all the happiness you both deserve. Hail Satan!

Recently I have been having a tough time in relation to stress, including having just gotten out of jail (was only for 5 days) as well as lightening causing my power pole to catch fire last night. Since my stress has started I have to say that I have been seeing Father's love and support...

I've been working on meditation since my dedication earlier this month and haven't had much success, though I have read this: http://www.vovimbaghie.com/satanic-serm ... on-magick/ so I knew to just keep working and eventually I'll get better. After today's meditation though when I opened my...

First thing, I applaud you for saving a large dog from the pound. Too many of the big dogs, especially adults don't really get a chance most of the time. Shelter animals hold a special place in my heart. It's great to hear he has recovered from what happened to him. I have 2 dogs that I have no...

Thank you for the replies, and especially for the links blackkat. I truely believe that he is a gifft from Father Satan. Being able to connect further and communicate with animals is one of my goals through meditation. I've always had an affinity for animals, volunteering at my local shelter as...

This seems like a good idea to me, not much worse than the injections for women I tried as a teen but ended up being allergic to. Birthcontrol is a good idea and not to sound cruel but on a case by case basis maybe should as legally enforceable as drug testing for some people. Example, I have a...

I'm newly dedicated (May 5th) but I have been reading JoS as well as the sister sites for at least two years. I wanted to be certain that this was the path for me.What I am wondering is if it possible that the dog I got at around the time I began to study could be my familiar. A little...