When it comes to the rtr, is it possible for us to memorize the entire sheet and do it in our heads and instead of inking out the hebrew letters can we imagine them being torn apart or some other visualization technique? I only ask so I can do it while I'm at work.

I dedicated at the end of the month last month, so I have been been actively meditating, but not in the capacity that I desire and I will soon enough once I "set" myself to do it. It's just been a slow ride with the voices communicating to me continually. It's been interesting to say the least...

Out of curiosity, if one doesn't do simple mundane things, will the Gods over time tell you that hate you and/or spit on you. Give you nightmares because "you weren't behaving" and such other things that are basically negative in nature? They even threaten me that I will pay for what I'm doing...

Is the location of the base chakara towards the buttocks where the coccyx is at or is it more centered in the body? I can feel a vibration in my perinium but I never felt heat from it doing root meditations. I did once I focused more towards my buttocks. The JoS shows where it's at, but the...

No one is truly worthless, only the states one thinks that defines them is. You are not your state of mind, and you're more precious than that. I'm having a hard time too and I have been on the fence with doing the official dedication. I believe Enki and the whole host of them are like busy...

They're very foolish thinking that could even work. My family is Cuban and they left Cuba because of communism. They have definitely been trying to turn the country into it as well, stripping rights over time as if peeling an onion over years, becoming a surveillance state which will lead into a...

Thanks guys. I'm gonna go and take your advice. Thanks for your words.

I have the prayer down on a piece of paper, I just haven't bled for it yet. A part of me wants to and another part is still scared of what it means and is to come. To be quite frank, I have been meditating heavily in the 6th chakara mostly because it was the first one I started on and I was able...

What does a dedication ritual mean though? A part of me feels like abandoning all forms of the world while only concentrating on meditation, but even when I try to meditate, the voices come, seemingly to distract. If one were to ever offend one of Satan's, would they put some weird thing inside...

Out of curiosity, the contents of one's heads, can they warp messages being received? Like if a seeker is always watching porn, would the lingo they hear in their head from the message have "porno" speak in it. Or are these guys good enough that the matrix of the mind can't filter their words...

Hello, I have been meditating for some time and I'm gonna be honest here. I had some good progress, but I believe that I picked something up along the way and I was curious about something, and I believe it began to show itself when I came to this site. My seeking started me out with drugs, the...