Congratulations on your journey, Father Satan leads his children to himself. The feelings you get are synchronicities. They demonstrate a psychic sensitivity that could easily be unleashed under a satanic power meditation program. I would start first with prayer. Pray to Father, or any of...

White is fine! All ritual is based on your intention. And no, I wouldn't spray pain a candle that you are going to light. Spraypaint+fire= bad idea. Hail Satan.

I'm sure if you read the Satanic Bible you understand that Anton LaVey and his church are materialist atheists, correct? Have you read the JOS site? If you have you'll see that we disagree with the vast majority of the things that LaVey wrote and believed. IF you want a deeper understanding...

"overall i am trying to understand who is worse by comparison." They are all bad, but "xiantity", christian, and catholic are the same religion. Mormonism can be thrown in there as well. They are all under the umbrella of christianity. You also forgot Islam as one of the RHP religions...