Ever since I have made the choice to become a Satanist, my life has gone downhill. All of the things causing it to be unhappy are either related to my boyfriend, who brought me to Father Satan, or to Satanism. I want to know, is it because I have not committed yet? Have I angered some demon...

I wish to dedicate my life to Satan..but I have read on joysofsatan.com that sympathizers to Christianity are looked down upon. I am NOT a Christian. I only come from a Christian family.. who would accept me no matter what. My concern is that I work in a Church nursery, so I don't have to...