Ok my incubus wants to take things to the next level and get married. Is this possible???? The only thing I hear about spiritual marriage is that it's evil. Help xD

Ok here's my story, a year ago I was in a bad situation in my family. My mother lost her mind and my father needed my help. I was a mother figure to my siblings( my sister has downsyndrome and possibly autistic) and helped with housework. And as you can imagine my love life didnt exist and I...