This takes a lot of effort for me to admit but... I'm scared... Should I just go ahead and dedicate myself or put it off until I'm ready? In one corner of my head, I have Pip from South Park saying that I should only move ahead when I'm ready. In the other corner, I have Arnold saying, "Do it...

Well I just completed another void meditation as that's the only meditation I'm currently trained in. I'll start doing power meditations soon when I'm finished with my research... Anyway, I had a realization during the meditation this time... When I studied cabala, I was taught that the spark...

I heard somewhere that Satan and the god Jehova are in fact one in the same person. Two sides of the same coin. A true double edged sword if you will. Hypothetically speaking of course. Remember this before you flame me. I'd like only constructive conversation regarding this matter... Best case...