http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TANIC.html there says you need black,blue or red candles and i only have white and i don't know where to get any color than white.Is it super bad if i use white?

I want to ask with which image i would be better happy and smilling or sad and depressed or angry and aggresive? which of those would suit satanism the most.Somehow i don't know which is better and i don't want to ask people around me.Thanks for answer.

I was reading that today is autumm equinox and void moon which i think i've dreamed about .I wanted to ask what to do today?What could it mean i dreamed about alot of crows and fullmoon with velvet shine on side.And i've only started yesturday my trance training.

what kind of thing is autunm equinox and void moon any special things to do or what?Btw is masturbation allowed in satanism cause i can't help myself...And yea i wanted to ask what could my dream mean full moon with velvet shine and alot of crows in the sky and by alot i mean about 100.