Often times at night before I sleep, I'll hear someone say my name, someone breathing next to me, or trying to greet me (in a fairly creepy, whispering fashion. And they wonder why I ignore them.) Usually it's at night, but it can go on any time of the day that I'm alone. I've just decided to...

So this started about a month ago when I was having a really shitty week and being bombarded with attacks and negative energy (from the enemy I presumed.) and I lost one of my friends that day and of course I was upset over that. I come home, and I found out my house was robbed. They took my...

Ever since I was new, greys have always been a slight problem for me. The first time I remember dreaming about them, a tall one was trying to yank me out of bed. It actually amazes me that, even in the dream, I slept through it. Another tall one, Which I've talked about that did something like...

After doing my meditations and going to bed, I kept hearing someone trying to talk to me. Now a few weeks ago, greys bothered me frequently so I started doing other things to keep them away, and so far they haven't bothered me in a week. I made sure my home was secure from negative energies...

When I meditate, I feel the Heart chakra. I don't know why this is, because I haven't activated the base yet so it seems strange to me. Is it just stronger in some way? Or is there another reason?

There was a grey in my dreams again, and in it I was asleep in my mom's room when it randomly came from nowhere and leans over my body to get in my face. It was like sleep paralysis, it wouldn't let me move at all and it actually spoke. I remember it clearly saying "I'm coming for you." then...

Before I became a Satanist, I have always had these clouded seemingly meaningful dreams. Sometime last year, a little after I joined, I had a dream about greys. Well, two actually. The first one was where a grey was seeming to have trouble trying to drag me out of bed while I was asleep the...