just wondering, whats that, well ive read about it here but i cant find the link, all i know is that im a cancer, thats it, but nothing more, will that link help me?

Lately ive really want to know who my GD is, and i think it has been revealed to me, images of owls keep on popping up on me, and something strange happened yesterday, today i checked out the list of high ranking Gods of Hell, and i thought about it, and somebody told me it maybe, and now im...

Hey its me again, im moving over with a guy, he seems like a nice guy, ive already talked to him and averything, and when i talk to him i feel i can trust him but all of a sudden earlier today i feel fear of him pretending to be somebody he isnt, i mean most of the things he is true, but is this...

I feel wierd today, well not wierd, i feel good, like a badass, fearless i don't know why, its been a long time i havent felt like this. i think the source was lastnight, well or more like earlier today, it was like 12:30 or 1:00 a.m. and i tried comunicating with a ouija board, and i tried...

This is a poem for our Father, thanking him for everything he has done for me and us. Once, I was alone and full of dispair, the earth felt heavy, even the air, i believed in something that was fake and created by something thats not fair. I thought he was the creator, but i was wrong, he...

Do i have to have my third eye activated to be able to see Father? and does it say how to on the JoS page?, im also going to try to start my training for Hell's army. Hopefully they wont bother me. Hail Satan!!!!!!!

This is a lil poem im composing, its not complete but, well, you be the judges. Swords are slicing, spears are thrusting, their arms and legs we are busting. churches, crucifixes, images and statues are burning, the angel's stomachs are churning. In the enemie's head is useless brain...

Where can i buy a ouija board? i think on the net, but will it be altered by the enemy scum?

If you have read my first post, you will remember that i said i feel that i was born to do this. I kept on learning and gaining knowledge, and all of a sudden it hit me like a freakin rock to the head. When i was living with my grandparents i was attending a catholic nun school, i hated their...

do the real nazis in germany, have anything to do with todays, aryan brotherhood gangs?, because it suddenlly hit me. please reply because i really need it. did the nazis in the 40's also hate other races or is it something that the reptilians have made up to confuse those without?

This is going to be my third post already. I am 18 and i know that i can leave but, i cant just leave like that. If i stay where im at, i currently live with my grandparents because of some past troubles, but im going insane!!, i cant take it anymore!!, im already planning my escape but where do...

I just dedicated about 15 or 20 mins ago, i wrote the ritual and lighted up a red candle, i took a little bit of time trying to concentrate and to stay clear, i lighted the candle, and tried again to concentrate, i read it out loud, folded it and let it burn on top of a notebook (since i havent...

This is part of the other post. sorry. i did bathe before and said "so mote it be and Hail Satan!!!" i saw the instructions and i realized that i signed before turning on the candle b ut right after signing it i lighted the candle. was this why? did i have to prick my finger and sign with the...

I just dedicated about 15 or 20 mins ago, i wrote the ritual and lighted up a red candle, i took a little bit of time trying to concentrate and to stay clear, i lighted the candle, and tried again to concentrate, i read it out loud, folded it and let it burn on top of a notebook (since i havent...