First off, let me just say that I dedicated over a year and a half ago. So, that's out of the way because I know people will ask. I've been a lurker in the group for a while, never quite knowing what to say as I'm under-educated on the complexities of Satanism. But I need help and this is the...

So I dedicated after a series of excuses putting it off. Managed to somehow sneak by my roomates and do the ritual: signed my name in blood, burned the paper, and I've stored the ashes in a glass jar because I didn't know what else to do with them and they were really special so I'm just going...

Is it possible to remember past lives? One of the topics when learning more about Satanism that grabbed my attention was that reincarnation was mentioned on one of the websites (can't remember which right now). I've had vivid dreams of being a little girl (under age 10) and being killed in a...

As a little background, I have tried to search for answers from the Catholic god, but have received nothing. Lucifer's story always kind of struck a chord with me and after some time I looked at the Catholic god and said "He is wrathful, vengeful, hateful, envious, and cruel. Why do people...