I am an x muslim , I left religion because of the war slaves and the stupidity that God is all merciful and he is responsible for everything  and that meant to me that he is responsible for the deaths of the babies , I'm not a satanist yet , but I might become one ,I have a very strong will , I...

I am talking about the Creator of everything , the creator of Satan himself , aren't you afraid that in some point  the Creator might send Satan and all of you  in the biblical hell ?