Greetings! (I know, I getting this up again, last time.) I know, supposedly everything can be fixed and cured. And I also got a lot of tips what to do, but most of them is for type two diabetes. Major difference is, that at type two, you have beta cells, and your body produce insulin, so you...

Greetings! Since I got a new job, I spend half of my day in front of a monitor, and even phone on the breaks, and at home, is easily 12+ hours screentime a day, wich started really dragging me down and draining my energies. Any idea, or just go completly cold turkey until I get used to it?

Greetings! Recently I slowly but surely started enjoying the road, instead of fixing my eye to the destination. I dont exactly know how I did it, since I was only focused on achieving things, but I did ask the gods a few months ago, "Great Gods, please, help me, so that my journey is not a...

Greetings! Apart from my ranting, its been seven moths since I started porn detox, this is about 5th time of starting the damn thing again. It always goes a bit better, but life is just soooooo gray and lifeless. Sure, its mostly because I also cutted out screentime, xbox, went to gym a lot...

Greeting I just realized I’ve been running a corrupted mindset for years. Coming from a background of enemy programming, I didn't even notice how it infected my spiritual practice. I thought I was "evolving," but in reality, I was just treating the Gods like cosmic accountants. I was stuck in...

Greetings! I had some more time thinking and reflecting on myself. Since my sexual energies are on progress to be balanced and healthy, I focused on the next target on me, my anger. For a long time, I believed that anger and maintaining a constant image of "the enemy" were the hallmarks of a...

Alligedly it helps you with energy, focus, and literally makes your brain growing some new nerves without much drawbacks (atough I mostly consider trying it for lowering bloodsugar). Monks used to drink its tea before meditation. Would it worth for me trying out, or its redundant next to meditation?

Greetings! This, once again, about the damned type one diabetes I have. For the past six months, since my honeymoon phase ended, I've felt lost on the path. Like I just failed miserably, that t1d was a test of me. I did everything I could, do heal it, but it just worsened like it would to any...

Im horribly tired, and sleeping or doing anything relaxing wont really helps. The new 8 hours job tooks out a huge chunk of my overall energy level and focus, all the while Im trying to fix and advance myself, becoming better at skills and things I like, doing translations and having always some...

Greeting! So, Ive been doing this meditation since jan 10: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/sex-energy-re-calibration-meditation.303714/ Also started a big detox with it, and doesnt really focused on anything else, just to keep these. But the results are more than I could have ever imagined...

Greetings! Im in problems Im afraid. Half year ago I finished collage, and searching jobs since, and I despise it so much! Hate going to interviews, finding the least horrible option to work away my life, and so on. Not helping, that so far I only had horrible jobs that were only good when...

Finally had a good idea for it, Im pretty proud of this one. (The peloponesian war by Thukydides gave the inspirations)

So, I started following how much time I spend on phone, screen, etc, and oh boy... little overreacting, but if I would have meditated in all of that time, I would have already achived godhood😅. I try to limit my phone, its not easy. I dont have much to do (still searching for a job), but I try...

Greetings! So, I have one big part of my mentality, which was a great fuel in the past but slowly turned against me, and I just dont know how to change it anymore. I want to do everything. Endlessly evolve, endlessly train, every, single, fucking day. It was good way back to stick to routine...

Greetings! I bought this piece of wood a week ago to make pyrography into it, but Im stuck. I just cant figure out what would look the best into it. Tought makeing the weightening the hearth scene from papyrus of any, a scane from illiad, the portrait of Apollon and Astarte in the two sides...

Greetings! (Mostly best would be for myself to wait a few days to digest it a bit more, but you might know, Im really impatient). So, I spent a lot of time reflecting myself, questioning what part of me is really me and what is just something external factor, or just something I tell myself to...

So... I looked up the sympthoms, and I was overly skeptical, since I feel like it would just make every unique or great man just sick in some way or another, and now they arent geniuses just some sick weirdos. Well sadly some list are true for me, I learned to read on my on very early, had and...

Greetings! Recently I got the chance for a pretty good paying job. I was all hopeful until I looked how exactly it goes. I speanded a day there, and in summery, 12 hours a day I would sit in a mobile office with loud beeping noise and staring monitors in lamp light. It very much have a negative...

Greetings! I got myself a really gorgeous, blueish colored labradorite necklance, but it wasnt a good moonphase to program it. Now it soon be, can you give me ideas to it? Programming it to help me focus on my goals was in my mind, but I dont see my goal clearly enough for that yet Thanks😅

Can someone, whith serious physical disability still achive it? Even if he couldnt heal his disability?

Greetings! So... sorry for writing this, it will be raw, long, sometikes evil and bitter, and mostly just ranting. I try to write down my problem as precise as I can. I try to stay away from self hatred, but its not the easiest. Still, I trusth some can provide me an answer, that can hold even...

Are we still supposed to use the 'newer' names of the Gods(Azazel, Astarte), or only the old pagan names(Apollo, Innana) from now?

Greetings! So, after whats like 10+ years, I finally blocked all porn in all of my device, and it feels pretty miserable to be honest. Tried nofap for a while(Im past four weeks now), it went without any major problem, but this... I know, dopamine reset and all, but life feels so boring and gray...

Greetings! I recently finally gratuated, and got a degree. Problem is, university succesfully destroyed all of my motivation to study the subject more, and now Im here with a degree that feels like wasted years, and almost literally no job. The facultacies mostly closed and run out of money, the...

Greeting I not long ago had another rock bottom regarding of diabetes, lucky for me, it only lasted a few weeks instead of months, but it left me with a cruel idea that maybe not everyone should have children, and maybe I shouldnt have one either. Im nowhere for that of course, but still, at...

I get to gym a lot, get extra protein and all, but its significantly harder to get more miscle with diabetes(or overall get back any weight, Im still too slim, 10 kg lighter than I was before).

Greeting So, a while back I made this and this is realted to it: https://ancient-forums.com/threads/a-little-memorial.299564/ I didnt mentioned, that when he got sick, and his conditions got worse, I asked the Gods for help. They assured me that both he and I will be fine, protected, and wont...

Greetings Can the negative aspects of Pluto can be fully fixed, or is it something you always have to pay attention, and only be eased? It tend to cause me some problem over the years

Greetings! Seems like all my posts are about either physical or mental health problems, just as this, but unlike the rest, this one is not for myself. My mother got diagnosed with post menopausa osteoporosis(decresing bone density) this year. She only got the medicine for this now, since the...

Greetings, to all, who are luckier with life than me! I might going to rant out, and sorry for that, but I fant really take much more of this. Recently learned some news, which was enough to my barely existing mental health to get a deep diving, and instantly lose all hope I oainfully gathered...

How does having a surgery changes you spiritually? Like gettig a kidney or gallbladder removed? Can someone recover from it, or forever be just a bit 'less', or having problems in spiritual level? Same for amputation. Or just the part of your astral body still remains, even after loosing the...

Greetings Finally got to stomach untrasound and good news, my orgams works properly(expect my pancreas, but you know, diabetes). Bad news, they found some 1 cm sized gallstones. Now, they dont cause me any pain, I dont even feel them, but I want them out. Hopefully in a natural, operation free...

Greetings! Im not sure what to do. My father is gone long time ago, despite his body is alive. He broke, and just a very toxic shade of himself, who cant let go anything. Collecting the past, and, whats worse, collecting junks, which attracts rodents. Last time one got into the house(about...

Greating! This is the third time, I spend my time and energy on recreating an illustration to Milton's Paradise Lost. This pieve took me five weeks during a very, very rough time, when saturn tried to break me, and I never felt that isolated and lost. This piece get a lot more melancolic...

Saturn has given a pretty rough transit for one and a half months now. Good news, only a few days left from it, but its effect match pretty closely to a Saturn return. Is it? Because this period is devastating, horribly. Feels like I lost everything from my oast and have nothing for the future...

First off all, I truly sorry if its off topic. I just really want to get this off from my chest. So, way back then I bad the stupid idea, to teach others on discord. It was a big failure of course, and soon it all crumbled to nothing, but I found a young man there who was around the same age as...

In pre-socratic greek Cronus was the persification of time itself. Time, that sooner or later devoured everything, even the gods, one by one(f.e. Goya's painting of it), until Zeus bested him. And with His victory, humanity could live, without the fear from time. Without the fear, that what they...

Mostly, if not all my problems roots from stress. Im nit the best handling it, avoiding it, and I just overall get stressed from problems. What would be the best rune/working to fix it?

Greetigs! So... I was in deep depression lately, and its nowhere near as good now as I would want to. Cant accept myself, cant love myself(both partly, but not only because of diabetes), hate the feeling that my life dont really have a porpuse anymore, that I might not be strong enough to achive...

Greetings! I got back into pottery a bit, and tried to make a cndle holder this time. Tried to make something antiqe looking, its get a lot better than my last one😅 Hail Satan

Greetings I study geology for a long time now, and even thou I enjoy the classes, I hated the actual work, more than anything before. Tried different geology related jobs, but never felt so bored before. I looked my natal chart, there are several houses and planets that means good scientific...

Is it possible, that if a planet is close to the end of a house, the next house will be more fitting for the person? Like Pluto is in my 'x'th house, but the Pluto on x+1 house literally described me. Its like four degree away from the next house

I bought a nice piece of smoke quartz, but it turned out it was artifically made black. Does it still have the same effect as a regular quartz, or its useless as it is?

This time made with soft pastel, thatt was the closest for the vibrant colors I wanted😁

Greetings This project nearly took a whole week, and around 25-30 hours. Still, it was most enjoyable to recreate this scene. Worked on very thin layers, so I hadnt wait weeks for the underpaint to dry out. If this scene is familiar for anyone, its because I recreated an illustration from...

Just made this little project from the leftovers, but turned out too good to not share with you!😁

Mostly made this paracord project to relax, bit turned out better than I imagined.

This was a redone bracelet, and Im really satisfied with the finished project. Its literally a my bracelet, its a Dark colored paracord with the Aries pattern on it. I felt funny today😁

So, after around half year I bought again a huge loads of oaracird, mostly for a few project that I wanted to try. And I "accidently" made some spiritual jewelry from it.😅 The little ring cost two trys and around four modifying until I get the good size. Its pretty comfortable now. The black...

Greatings! I recently started doing a lot of yin yoga to increase my lower back flexibility(and its also good to lower my blood-sugar, double point😁). It went painfully slowly, but now I can hold a pose up to 5 or even 10 min, and it sometimes feels almost euphoric. Like I just did a four hour...

Thank you so much HPS! I did the changes as soon as I could, and the result comed rather quickly. I havent wrote yet, because I wanted to make sure its not by accident. Now Im sure of it. I redesign my room according to feng shui last week, and HPS Lydia gave very quick advice to it. Since that...

Dear Satanic Brothers and Sisters! This will be a sensitive topic for me, so excuse me if I get radical(as usual😅). Also, I only meant romantic love. I planned a lot, and as I see, in case of my love life I have 3 bigger way to choose from. 1. A hedonistic life. Spending much of my time...

Greatings! For a while now I play with the idea of radesigning my room according to feng shui, but I really dont want to mess up. Its a quick scetch of my room, its in the end of a shorth hallway. I know my bed shouldnt be in the corner, and my writing table is in a bad position, but the more I...

Was I the only one who saw it changing colors? After finishing h Her ritual the ring get a warm-white color, like its own aura.

So, I found way how to organise living room, working room, bedroom, etc according to feng shui, to keep the reeom energetic. But what to do when you have one room for all? I have my own room, but there are the bed, tv, work table, and my books too. Which way would be the most fitting to...

Nine long years ago, that seems and feels like a whole life, in 06. 06. 2015. I did the Dedication ritual. When I started I was still very, very young. Until other teens did their stupid tasks I read and learned and experienced. Soon the knowledges of my past lifes get back. Nine years was not...

A little cup I made from a broken coconut. There is someting ancient in creating items from scratch, I feel them as more personal gifts. I used it as a ritualistic gift to Father Satan. Inside is the best tea I probably ever made. I dont really drink wine, so I have just cheap and sour wine home.

Hello Satanic Brothers and Sisters! After I spend more than half year to write an insanely boring and dry dissertation, I nearly turned my back to writing. A few days of reading lovecraftian stories was enough for me to realise why I started writing in the first hand.😅 But what to write? Or...

There is a japanese art called kintsugi, where you fix a broken pot using gold(or yello copper this case). Just in life, you you break, lose, become flawled etc. You cant restore to its original, or act like nothing happened, but you can bring out the best of it. With great care and mastery you...

Hello brothers and sisters! This one was more of a relaxing creation, wanted to fill it evenly. Hope ypu like it.😅

Well, this was a big experience.😅 Painting it was a big mess, I tried something similar like my pfp, a blue-green-red shading, but it was too red, and my shading skills are not nearly enough for it. So I tried to create a blue, bit Shiva-like version. Im not too satisfied with the final version...

For those who are unfamiliar with the story, Odysseus and his crew have to cross where the Syrens live. The song of the Syrens makes any man mad, they drive their boat to rocks and the Syrens eat their corpses. Odysseus was warned about them, so block all of his mans ears, but give one weird...

Sticking with my love for ancient greece, here is my next finished piece😁. All hail Great Belzebul, Lightning Zeus, Powerful Kronides!

I found a nice slice of wood at the forest, its shape was strangly fitting for my ideas. All hail Master Azazel, shining Apollo, singing arrow of vengeance, teacher of mankind!!!

Hello Satanic Brothers and Sisters, I feel horribly. I started the University (geology) four years ago, and now Im rather disgusted from this. It was very hard and unforgiving from the start, most of classes expected from you to dedicate your whole life for that one class, and learn about it...

Is there any specific meditation you could do with the company of an animal? I meditated a few times with my dog before, just void meditation and deep cleaning, but he reacted positively for it.

A few words before it. I scetched the idea almost a week before I finally started drawing, but I wasn't have enough time or energy to do it because of my work. When I finally sat down to draw I didnt stop until I was done. Took around 5 hours...😅 I did a lot of experiment with this one. Wanted...

I already read Crime and punishment and Notes from the underground, and those were very interesting books. I liked Dostoyevsky's psychology and his critique about morality, so I bought Brother Karamazov. Only finished a few chapter, but not really promising. Xianty is in the spotlight of this...

It took several hours, but it was way too enjoyable for me to stop😅 I just finished a wider drawing book, the last task was to draw a comic/manga, and my first idea was drawing a meditation. Hope you like it.

Can someone give me useable documents about Dim Mak? I cant find any technique.

Did Napoleon and Alexander the Great finished achieved Magnum Opus?

What would be the fastest method to achive a very flexible body? Both in using phisical activities and in magical works?

Which one would be the most practical? I recently practiced ninjutsu and wing chung, here are my pros and cons for them. Ninjutsu + Quick reflexes + Makes you more reactive, keep you moving while fighting + Versitale tools, you can fight effectively even wih ropes and sticks + Hand-to-hand...

When would be the closest ideal date to start? Shoul I wait until the Sun enters Aries, or can I start now?

Does all of us have a prewritten fate, even in just fragments, but we fulfil? Or there is no fate at all, and everyone do by their free will? If there is fate(the one I prefer) then we all was fated to join under Satan's flag and fight ahainst our enemy. All in the previous lifes, and every...

Is the dates of the four yuga are correct? The description of the events seem accurate(Satya yuga, the golden age of the gods), but 4 million year is too much distance in time. Most of the article states that one divine year is equal to 360 human year, I highly doubt it. 12000 years in human...

This paragraph from the Will to power just stuck on my head since I read it. Even Im a bookworm, and I read pretty fast, but that book took me one and a half month. I can higly recommend this masterpiece, but only if youre already familiar wih Nietzsche's writing style and ideas. This book is...

Hello Satanic brothers and sisters! Can you help me with lucid dreaming? I try it for two months now, with very minimal succes. I write a dream diary for three months, tried all kind of technices, wild, mild, fild, ssild, but barely any lucidity happened. There was two times when I succeded...

After a lot of practice with abstract styles, this is my final drawing:

Another one of my projects. It took a lot more time, because I wanted them to be geometrically perfect.

I did some pyrography drawing before, but this was far the hardest, the cilinder form made it difficult to control the lines(and made difficult to take pictures of it). It wasnt get flawless, there is a bunch of part I would redo. But I really wanted to make this part from the Papyrus of Ani...

I did some pyrography drawing before, but this was far the hardest, the cilinder form made it difficult to control the lines(and made difficult to take pictures of it). It wasnt get flawless, there is a bunch of part I would redo. But I really wanted to make this part from the Papyrus of Ani...

I got a piece of deer antler, and playing with the idea of carving runes into it. Is there any rune what would go specially well with it? Like Ingwaz for ivory?

Would it worth to create such weapon for destruction rituals, or to further boost Ritual? I choosed a knife, I plan to visualise all my frustration and negative emotions into it.

Greetings Satanic brothers and sisters! As some of you know, this summer I get diagnosed with t1d. I was really under myself for a short time, but I guess I really should share my experiences. First of all, being Satanist truly is like having cheat codes for life. I got the best doctors(all of...

Is there any way to heal it? I know its genetical, but I just got diagnosed and its already terrible. Please, is there any way to completly cure it?

"Its dark. Very dark, with barely any spark of light. Like allways before, and I dont think it would change. But this is the natural now. People live in the dark, do their duty, then sleep and become darkness itself. Thats how the things going here. Except us. We are different. I watch others...

So, my friend and I started a discord server circa a year ago. Shortly after he become Zevism, and really wanted to make videos about it in tiktok. I didnt think it can be a good idea, but it(moslty) worked. He found a lot of intrested people, and made a dc server, to learn. A newbee tried to...

I was at the forest for fieldwork and I found some deer bones. Is there any magic that I can specialy use that? Like carve a rune to it?

I was very interested for geography and geology but now, after 2 years of university I completly lost all of my motivation. All science is just l'art pour l'art, with useless facts, every exam is about how good you can memorize, and the incredible amount of stress you get literally makes me...

I was very interested for geography and geology but now, after 2 years of university I completly lost all of my motivation. All science is just l'art pour l'art, with useless facts, every exam is about how good you can memorize, and the incredible amount of stress you get literally makes me...

As the whole vax terror goes on, things just get worse and worse. My mother got the vax(and almost died from it), but now she will very likely lose her job, and my family will be withot money. And I cant work either, because every single fucking job need the vax. What would be the spell, to...

How should I get a girlfriend? I don't think, I can be a pair with anyone, who isn't Satanist. I tried many times talking others, telling from myself, the Satanism, but it was allways too much to normies. And I can't miss it, Satanism is a core part of my life. But how will I find a Satanist...

Its basically a daily routine, when you only sleep 20 minutes in every 4 hour. I know Leonardo da Vinci used this, I wondering it's useful, or not?

Hello In the last 90 days I vibrate uruz to my sacral chakra, to cure a pretty serious problem, and it worked perfectly. I want to cure my allergy too. Should I use uruz to my heart chakra, or try something else?

Is it problem if ano Ritual for me just 5-6 minutes? I'm a bit fast-speaker, and I can't do it longer than ten minute, but I do 8 Ritual every day.