Then be proud of what you are doing. Be happy, you're taking steps, making the effort. Positively reinforce yourself.

I believe you are a beginner as I am. How to do meditation. I will try my best to explain as I am not you.Important Information Concerning Power Meditation this section of the JoS might also be very helpful to you in understanding the affects, and purpose of power meditation.   Void...

Definitely open. I mean think about it like this. If a faucet is closed then nothing flows. Spinning your chakras is an energy working, in that it increases the overall energy and power you have. If they're closed, I don't think much of anything happens/changes.  Or at least that's been my...

I'm struggling to meditate, and study as well. You're not alone. For whatever reason, we all need to figure out how to at the very least push on, at the most, make it interesting. I mean, that's what I used to hear some teachers say while I was in school, make it more interesting. That might...

Good to see you back Richard. I was concerned about how you were doing.

I like what you posted here Solarsonia666, and I looked for it twice, and I'm pretty sure I drew a blank. Long story short, I'd greatly appreciate it if you would link the actual website.

Samy, I've been thinking to myself how wonderful that would be. The return of our Satanic rule like that. It was a very comforting thought last night, and has been for the past couple of days. To realize that dream, which is held by us all, I will alongside with my fellows here, fight with...

If making an astral temple happens to be too hard for you, you can always just do it on the physical. A candle isn't needed if you cannot get a decent one, just a piece of paper, a match, even if you can't get a hold of a lighter a pen/pencil, and the blood bond, otherwise known as signing your...

You can participate in rituals that are posted on here, and that is all I would recommend doing ritual wise for now until you get familiar with the process. You can also spread anti-tracts, what these are are little pieces of paper that have links to the JoS, or exposingchristianity.com and...

BrianHaley54, First off, There is no selling of one's soul for any reason whatsoever. Second, it sounds like you're living in a fantasy world about being a satanist, and serving Father Satan, and what it means. Now, I guess I can entirely blame you, as Yehuborim programming is intense, from a...

There's something you should understand, and I also speak from experience. If you kill yourself, then the enemy wins. And, you WILL have to go through all of this, or even worse, because the enemy plays on what is already there within your soul, and worsens it intensely given the chance. Think...

Hmph. He hit his ass like a sadistic bastard. Of course, beating people viciously is condoned in that shitty bible. Hell, it's even taught to the jerks. Although, I'm sure they'd love to leave out the part about killing your kid if he/she refuses to take orders like a robot. Seriously, what...

So, on the note posted here. I am currently dealing with two greys that I might've contacted roughly ten years ago. Although, here's the full rundown as I do not believe I fully contacted them I believe I fooled. Ten years ago, I had been being haunted by the very same entities since I was...

Here's the pdf in case you can't find it:http://satanism-nazism.webs.com/hp_hood ... rogram.pdf

I read this the other day here, and you might find it of help. A lot of things we spiritual satanists want to use in ritual, and or something else, such as you mentioned divination, have been touched, and or have enemy filth/energy on it. This was very disheartening to me for a long time...

The fact that you feel a lot more positive and happy should be an indication that something very positive has happened for the better. Don't be so nervous. There's absolutely NO NEED to do it again. There are no magical woof feelings that come from dedicating like some fairy tale. Things don't...

Which meditations exactly do you have problems with? I mean, you're not really clarifying :/

Yes, people can be possessed by the enemies of humanity. I've had it happen to me sadly.. As for a dedicated spiritual satanist, I highly doubt that is possible ever. Once we dedicate, we are directly under the protection of Father Satan. Always remember that. HAIL SATAN!!

You're fine. There's no need to do it again. This particular ritual, or as it really is, return to our true Father Satan has been done successfully. Welcome to Satan's family. HAIL SATAN!! To  be honest I had what a few would consider embarassing things that happened during my dedication...