It's very hard to control my thoughts and I try to do the void meditation daily.
However I was wondering why it happens. I mean, why if I visualize something, does it turn into something so negative for me? It's not my will! It drives me crazy.

Hello everybody. I unfortunately have some big problems about visualization. When I'm visualizing the energy during a magical work, I often visualize things which are extremely negative and I cannot control them. This happens suddenly and it makes me feel bad and ensecure about my magical work... It...