My brother has been a dedicated spiritual satanist for going on 10 years now, and should be much much further advanced than me, but I feel as though i am going to surpass him. I feel kinda bad, but at the same time he meditates and does his RTRs everyday, which I have seemed to procrastinate and no...

My brother has been a dedicated spiritual satanist for going on 10 years now, and should be much much further advanced than me, but I feel as though i am going to surpass him. I feel kinda bad, but at the same time he meditates and does his RTRs everyday, which I have seemed to procrastinate and not...

I am an aquarius pisces cusp who is endowed with the need for love. I have always felt like I don't have enough love and have been searching for what feels like my entire life. I'm only **. I've been having self realizations lately, which I think is the result of doing my spiritual duties and cateri...

This is my first time posting on the forums, and I really need some constructive criticism. I am new to Satanism, and I've been dedicated since April of this year. I've only done 3 RTRs, and I'm working on doing more, I just get very distracted easily and have a one track mind so I tend to talk to S...