I am now 17 and I've suffered from severe depression for years now. It started getting better circa 5 years ago, when I dedicated my soul, and got even worse recently. I also observed that crippling gender dysphoria grips me since youth, even if I have very few memories, as if my life was thrown in...

My head might explode. i keep hearing evil thoughts and sounds in my head on doing CRAZY EVIL THINGS i tried banishing rituals but these thought keep coming even with my vast power in meditation and void meditation ability they keep coming so i closed my chakras completely so they r gome at least f...