Thanks for the suggestion.

I'm having a hard time with meditation, and was wondering if there is any music I could listen to while meditating. I've found that if I listen to white noise it helps me concentrate better, but I'm thinking if I could find Satanic positive music to meditate to I could relax better. The sound of the...

The thing is Dr.Phil was sure she was just ill and not possessed. The family of the woman went to a hand full of professionals, and the family didn't want to believe she was sick and just said "It's demons!". Also the description of the "demons" she was in contact with we're not ...

My mom records the Dr.Phil show and I watch them from time to time, but I found one that made me suspicious. Episode 111 of season 16. If anyone here has seen it or you up to watch it, I would like to talk about it. She is obviously suffering with mental health issues, but her family was calling it ...

I actually forgot about the silent Hill movie...I'm more about the games and now that I think about it even the games have that type of story as well... But it's nice to there are horror movie that don't use Satanism as it's main plot line.

So I consider myself a horror movie connoisseur, and after looking at some theory videos on some horror movies, I noticed something. A ton of horror movies use deities from many pagan religions, especially using horrible misconceptions of satanists and Father Satan, yet not a single one uses Christi...

From what I've read, I'm not trans, because I have no real desire to get the sex change surgery. In reality, I'm actually Third sex. Because I do realize that I'm female with a lean towards masculine traits. So is that the answer I've been looking for?!

[quote="lucifer666" well all we can do for them now is motivation,the world had not better yet understand this,it happens.sure our world will come to a better end.and it will be alright,this might be due to a past life or something,or they dont just know how to go with themselves spiritual...

Are you talking about when you're supposed to pray with others, like before meals? Yes. My parents pray before EVERY meal, even when in public. When I'm alone, I don't pray, but I have to at least fake it when in front of my parents. You should start meditating if you don't, its easy to explain to ...

Be sure it is not peer pressure and media and other retarded influences. I am always somewhat sceptical when youngsters mention these types of things. I do know one thing is true, I feel some form of gender dysphoria. I started questioning my gender once I hit puberty. I've felt this way for 8+ yea...

I've read that we reincarnate until we finally come to Satan. Is it possible that my soul is male while my physical body is female? Ever since I entered high school, I began to not only question my religion, but I also began to question my gender. Now I'm almost finished with college, and, while I h...

HailVictory88 wrote:Are you talking about when you're supposed to pray with others, like before meals?

Yes. My parents pray before EVERY meal, even when in public. When I'm alone, I don't pray, but I have to at least fake it when in front of my parents.

ess wrote:Just don't pray?

Well before I converted, I silently prayed and my parent got onto me about that. And I only do it when I'm in front of my parents.

If you've read my posts before, you know I still live at home with my Christian parents. Is it ok for me to take the prayers that they use, but, instead of saying the Christian names, replacing the names with "Father Satan" or "Father" or "Satan" and ending it with &quo...

Since I'm new, I decided to wait for a day that was very important to Father Satan in order to do my dedication. So I chose Satan's day to do my dedication. And after having gone through with it, I feel different. It's a feeling I never had before..... And this may get a bit to personal, but... Befo...

Thank you for all the information. This will help me moving forward.

I was wondering about getting or even making a Ouija board. Would it work as well if I made it myself? And as I read around I keep finding things about a demon named "Zozo"; who is he if that is not his real name?

Thank you for the advice, everyone. And my parents would flip out if they found out I left Christianity. I know this because one of my elder brothers converted to Asatru, and, while they never flipped out to his face, the whole car ride home was full of them flipping out about his choice to leave Ch...

ss666 wrote: Wow, you shouldn't buy satanic items if your parents are hardcore Christians. Also don't brag to friends and coworkers. You can get in all sorts of troubles!
I'm pretty sure amazon has almost everything.

Thank you for the advice.

Hello! If you haven't seen my other post, I'm fairly new to Satanism, and I still live at home with my Christian parents. There aren't any stores that carry what I need to make a basic ritual "kit" (for a lack of a better word as of right now), and was wondering if anyone here would know a...

Hello. I am new to the truth of Satanism. I use to be christian and grew up in a christian home.... However, as I entered college, I began to question my beliefs that were poured into me since the day I was born. I've always had an affinity for the "occult", which my mother doesn't like. H...