So i have very big problem - for like 6-8 years i suffer from some kind of severe depression,i dont have regular work because im trying to switch professions because in my previous workplaces i was very close to some kind of mental breakdown,my family hates me and they think that im just lazy and lo...

ok so there is still 1 question unanswered - is there ANY WAY to contact demon without "being open" and having soul/astral powers developed already ?

i mean - about that second question of mine,i wasnt precise:

its not a voice - more like a sound,and its not annoying,after i got used to it,it seems to be pleasant

so i did my dedication quite a long time ago,wanted to do some meditations - but everytime i do ANY of them i feel like i'm doing something wrong and its not gonna work - is there something i can do to somehow contact demon without "being open" ? also i noticed that when i close my eyes an...

ellinas123 wrote:And remember that energy is positivity. Your spiritual progress is in how good you feel. There is no point in meditating and feeling bad. Feel good and keep perfect balance in your thoughts and emotions.

oh that may be it i guess - kinda depressed lately

Chill bro. This takes time. Start doing yoga. Hatha yoga in morning and kundalini yoga in night. After doing the yoga you should lie down as instructed and feel the energy. You will definitely feel the energy while doing yoga. Do the 40 days meditation program. Available in the joyofsatan library. ...

So my problem is - i dedicated to the Satan 3 days ago,im doing meditation of void all the time but my problem is - other meditations are too hard for me,i cant see/feel my energy,i cant visualize anything at all - what should i do ? (for now all im doing is meditation of void - spending quite a bit...

Hello,so i want to declare myself to Satan,i know how to do it already but i still have some questions about it (3): 1.I cant find Red,White,Blue candles in any of the close shops but a lot of shops have something like this - https://www.google.pl/search?biw=1920&bih=974&tbm=isch&sa=1&am...