Autumn means yard cleaning for me, which is a chore that I hate to start and love to finish. I much prefer Winter, as Ghost said, I find it grounding. It was also my peace during a turbulent upbringing, to walk in the snow before the sun even rose, to get to school. The quiet it brings with it is my...

I just don't know what to do... I can feel your loneliness through your words, brother. Even if all else, we are here for you. I understand where you are coming from and the conflicts you face, after all, we are all (mostly) facing the same social dilemmas as Spiritual Satanists. In my case, I have...

I have a problem. I only have high school, but I’m already working and I don’t like it. I want to go to college, but I have no idea which major to choose. I am simply interested in too much of everything: film, history, languages, cultures, health, yoga. I can't choose! I don't know what's right fo...

Interesting. I did have doubts back then, as reading their posts was like trying to unscramble regurgitated alphabet soup. It took all my concentration to even find some sliver of worth in all the words spewed on those posts.

Thank the Gods and HPs we no longer have to deal with such.

My dog is a mix between lab/bull mastiff and unfortunately tore the ACL in his hind leg. The vet gave him anti-inflammatory medication for a week. When I checked in after the week was up, they did not give me any options to help him other than surgery which is not something I can yet afford (I am d...

I'm encountering an error I've seen mentioned recently in this thread however has not yet been addressed. Certain components of the app (I use the stealth version) do not load: Ancient Forums, RSS Feed (last post is dated for June 2nd), and Current Planets and Moon. They display an empty white page ...

My dog is a mix between lab/bull mastiff and unfortunately tore the ACL in his hind leg. The vet gave him anti-inflammatory medication for a week. When I checked in after the week was up, they did not give me any options to help him other than surgery which is not something I can yet afford (I am do...

There can be many reasons for things going wrong in our lives. My guess on your situation is through your meditations and RTR's, you are drudging up a lot of blocks and karma from both this life and past lives. It is normal in the beginning to see these things happen, which is why the aura of protec...

Regarding your first passage, I believe the quote from Hitler would be apt: “Do not compare yourself to others. If you do so, you are insulting yourself.” As for a future role for myself, honestly, I do not know. I focus on the present and my personal and spiritual goals. None of which have a define...

Regarding how much time to spend on each routine.. I believe that is individual. Do what works for you. As for sticking to simple routines or focusing on more advanced: I believe it's best to start simple and work upwards constantly. Our main meaning in life is to advance, so why shouldn't our medit...

So assuming one of the main goals of this pandemic is to force vaccines among the people, what do we do then? Is there a way to avoid the vaccines (if they pass a law making it mandatory like China)? Or is our best action to focus on the aura of protection to null any lasting negative effects?

Thank you for the forewarning, again. When the previous stocking up post was made, I didnt follow through, I was under the impression my area wouldn't be affected. However, that turned out not to be the case, and thankfully when I did go shopping today (many stores I had to go to, as most were out o...

You could buy yourself a cheaper phone which you do not use online. Instead, you could (if you think and feel it is safe) download things on your Internet-connected phone, then via bluetooth/SD card (make sure you don't lock the SD card on the first phone, because then you might not be able to copy...

I've already seen the article about the Samsung Find My Phone '1' happening that occured the other day. They claimed it was in error. What is curious to me is that after such happening, two photos somehow mysteriously disappeared from my phone. One was the Final RTR, the other was a screenshot of th...

I am dedicated, but unfortunately I meditate very rarely, because I am not in a very pleasant situation. There is no "unfortunately". That is always just an excuse. If you don't have the privacy to vibrate mantras, there's an overwhelming myriad of things you can do without getting caught...

Very thankful for the warnings lately. If the panic does spread to my small town, it would be hard to come by my normal things. Luckily I regularly stock up on food products like beans and rice, and felt the other day to actually have a good shopping trip to stock up on other things. In all, I spent...

... Your experience with attacks by the greys leads me to believe maybe what was a simple dream I had the other night was probably not so. I was in this maze inside a house with a group of people. It was always dark and sometimes had some faint glowing lights. There were these people after us, thou...

I've made major progress lately, as well as experiencing horrorifying thoughts by enemy attack, including nightmares. It's horrible, but it doesn't soften my resolve to fight harder or continue my path. As far as I'm concerned they can all turn into nothing. Stand tall, friends. We're making progres...

The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints built a $100 billion investment portfolio using tax-exempt funds "intended for charitable purposes," potentially in violation of federal laws, according to a whistleblower complaint filed to the Internal Revenue Service. The 74-page complain...

I absolutely adore vivid message-filled dreams! It seems like the symbolism has been stated already, so really it is all down to your understanding of it and how it applies to you as you are now. _____ I feel like sharing an experience of my own here. I used to have nightmares about this bear. He wa...

Yoga empowers the soul, but also aides in purifying it. So long as you continue to clean your soul and chakras daily, you should be fine.

Definitely. This path is already lonely feeling enough, all we really have is each other, our family with the gods. I asked a lot of questions back then on the old forums on a different account, so people should definitely not be afraid to ask for help here, especially if they struggle with interpr...

I don't like any of the fetishes I mentioned. I do not agree with you. The part of my post you quoted was not specifically targeted at you but for anyone reading it who it applied to. But again, Spiritual Satanism is about personal freedom. The world as it is, we're all from different places, raise...

Hello Satanic warriors, I just needed to put this out there. In case you haven't been paying attention to specific news outlets online, there has been more occurrences and cases of contagious diseases and infections going around that can be attributed to just the winter blues and other things- many...

Excellent reminder, Ghost. Very informative to boot. The topic of aura cleansing has personally been stressed to me lately, as I've been encountering horrible physical manifestations of stress. Much of the time these occur when I go off routine and neglect any area of mindful self care. I can do all...

Race mixing is against nature, and the adverts you see are the marketing campaign by the jews to further bastardize the races and aid in the elimination of the white race. That feeling you get when you notice this campaign and very blatant plan, about how something must be done and you don't know ho...

@ the topic of white people that don't care, my county recently held general office elections and of my county of around 10,000 just under 200 people showed up to vote.

hearing Astral things (such as music and sounds) Reading this reminded me of a strange string occurances I had marked off as me just daydreaming. Multiple times when the area around me was really quiet I'd begin to hear something like white noise. And sometimes, it was like I was eavesdropping on a...

Many people come here feeling lost, in search fo their guiding light, their true north. Some people after years of dedication and trial and testing still feel that way. They don't accept themselves, they are filled with guilt, shame and self-blame because they're taking longer than others to bloom ...

I'm all for supernatural themed media. But consuming any of it that blatantly disrespects our Gods or fully promotes the "living sacrifice Satanists" lie and other such blasphemy is fucking hard to stomach. I've played mobile games that otherwise were entertaining enough, until the mobs I ...

I've been through a similar path as you are now. One thing I've learned that's essential for positive change in your life is your mindset. If you continue to focus on the negatives and have high standards of how life 'should' be and how your spiritual experiences 'should' be, you'll always be depres...

You forgive yourself, learn from what you've done, and move on. You're "forgiven" when you mess up by becoming better, proving you're trying, and preventing the same mistake from happening again.

g-d Th-t m-k-s m- l-l. -s -t - h-br-w g-d -r -n-th-r? Le vowels have le pahwah, yeh? Lol. I saw someone use that spelling somewhere else in this forum and used it out of imitation rather than any thought on my part about it. But with your reply, I'll remember to second guess doing that again :lol:

Cheers to that, brother. I've been helped countless times (more than I know) but the most memorable is probably as a child. When I was around six, a lot was happening for me. My family was breaking up and my caretakers put me in a place where I felt very alone and defenseless. I was praying, sending...

Thank you for this post. This past week I was on a trip with a friend, and when it ended (today) and I was alone again, I noticed a dark cloud of negative thoughts creep up on me and like my energy drained. However, I did not do my RTR reps as much as I wanted during the trip, which motivated me fur...

You don't "sell" your soul to Satan. You can preform a dedication ritual which affirms your goals to become like the Gods here: https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/SATANIC.html However, you will not instantly gain riches or fame, or any other outlandish desire....

I think part of the reason why people have shorter times (10 min or less) to do an RTR is lack of immersion/visualization. Sometimes I crank out an RTR in 10 minutes if I'm feeling rushed, and even then I notice my mind wanders from the task at hand. But the more I focus on the task at hand and pour...

The Solar Plexus points downwards as it is the Chalice that catches the Elixir of Life from the Pineal gland, that grants immortality. Here's a short post I found with that info, but if you search the forums or PDFs you'll find more sources: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=3326&a...

On this http://www.ancient-forums.com website, click the picture of the logo at the top of the page. This will bring you to the Index page where you can see all the subforums. Go to the "Important Articles from JoS Ministries" start at the oldest page there, and read all of them. There ar...

Thank you for this post. This is something I've come to realize lately as well. I've been trying for so long to be like everyone around me, to gain their approval, thinking that their normal unthinking life is what I also want. But it's not. It's never been what I genuinely want. I was also raised n...

I like those types of tall candles in glass, and recently bought some in the color black. Only to find out it had a thin colored wrapping on the outside. I unpeeled it and found out the candle was actually grey with a coating of black wax on the top, to create the illusion of a full black candle. Be...

Poweredbythesun wrote:I recently updated my version of the SaTaNaMa meditation, here is the new one:



And here is a link to the PDF for it: https://anonfile.com/UaT1N15dn3/SaTaNaMa_Mk._II_pdf

Awesome PDF! Thank you for sharing

While on the subject, when I attempt to order on the josmarket webpage, it takes me to a secondary "guest" page that requires a password. Is this normal? Orders are currently limited because Cobra is catching up on previous ones. The "guest" page thing means that the ordering fo...

In essence the five Vayus are corresponding to the 5 elements, but they are not the same. Likewise the rivers correspond not to the elements, nor to the Vayus, but they parellel their larger inner meanings. The thing is translation ruins things quite frequently. Lethe or Lythean or whatever is all ...

That is something I think of often. I find myself in bouts of not wanting to do anything, delaying when I do because "I don't feel like it." And I came across another post elsewhere of someone explaining how you'll never really "feel like it" when it's your go to excuse. And that...

I think I get what you're saying here. The more I'm advancing, the more I'm realizing what I am and am not doing, what magic is and is not, what things are and are not...and it's a good feeling. but the way you talk, it sounds like impossible thoughts, like outlandish fantasies or ideas, is harmful...

I've been struggling lately to continue losing weight. I've got polycystic ovarian syndrome and hypothyroidism. Along with psuedo tumor cerebri. I've seen many specialized doctors to help, but all they tell me is to lose weight. Except, thanks to the psuedo tumor, when I participate in any cardio th...

Interesting. The key image that pops to my mind when doing the Final RTR is that of chains around the world, breaking and crumbling to nothing.

Why are your taxes high? Why is your job gone? Why are your children not safe anywhere? Why is your society ruined? Why is your culture destroyed and your values mocked? Why is your life just a struggle to pay the bills? Why is the media always lying? Why are you afraid? The Jew! Is why, they are a...