This battle keeps going on inside me. I want to be happy, but I feel too crushed by my terrible experiences. This life has just been too cruel. I can't find the strength to let go of it and move on. It's like my heart can't breathe whenever I reflect on it so I usually just try to ignore it all. I ...

By the end of this, and with a bad president, they will completely de-militarize Ukraine and it will probably end up as a puppet state. Also this: https://telegra.ph/Dugin-Why-a-War-Will-be-Good-for-Russia-01-17 This basically may mean that jootin will want to restore the former glory of soviet uni...

There do not appear to be direct orders to attack and/or do aggression towards any civilian. So we are talking about crimes of war there done by personnel. I hope they are relieved of duty immediately and put to prison. I'd hazard a guess that most western people can't even imagine how brutal and c...

They also do not attack civilians. I wouldn't be so sure about this. Videos exist on FB that clearly show suburbs, hospitals and apartment buildings under heavy rocket fire or destroyed in explosions. There are also videos shot by ukrainian troops of captured russian boysoldiers saying on camera th...

I must have isolated myself emotionally in order to protect myself but overdid this and ended up becoming less sensitive... (which isn't necessarily a bad thing considering my natal chart). This is something that resonates with me, too. Wonder if I have some block there. This may tie in with the sh...

it's been a while now. Damn right it's been a while. However, the rumors about me being banned are groundless exaggerations. LOL, I'm not that good to be worthy of such a wrath. Things are changing, inside and outside. I'm just trying to hang on to the handles. There have been some positive develop...

Thank you for your kind message. I'll try and talk with Marbas, see if I am able to get in any contact with Him. Oh my, dear Brother. I thought that I was the one who is gullible thanks to the birth chart. Within the last year or so it has become unmistakably clear to me that there can be no mediat...

PING Hello, it is nice to finally "meet" you, dear sister. Don't be so modest - you can post where you want. This is a public forum for SS and you really shouldn't worry or feel insecure. I'm really happy for you, because you said that everything is interconnecting and makes total sense n...

Ping Oh, dear Brother - what a ride it's been. To this day I still can't explain all the aspects of what is happening and/or transforming in my life. I can only assume but assumption is mostly the mother of all fuck-ups so I won't go there. Burning out the dross is emotionally hard and confusing. A...

Ninja 666 wrote: ↑

Wed May 19, 2021 11:17 pm

Destroying Jewish Rule & Domination Part 1
https://www.bitchute.com/video/9kipEP9bkUr0/

Haha, lol, well

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Tor helps, though.

To sum this all up in a question then, one might simply ask oneself: what's my calling? Exactly! BTW, what is the meaning of Plantago major on your profile pic? I just don't know what to say, Brother. At the moment it seems that my life is falling apart. In the material realm I've decided to step o...

Brother, I have to keep this short today I love your kind of "short", Brother. Reading your POV is actually comforting and helpful. That's surprising, I'd have said that Yoga was a big no no after that but I'm glad that's what you chose to do. Shows a lot of strength of character too. It ...

I'm visualizing this and feeling that you didn't have proper grounding, so that more muscles than you accounted for in your back were forced into action suddenly My lower back was unsupported. That was the problem. Live and learn. Luckily the pain and discomfort are gradually going away. I would ha...

Feel free to talk about anything here. I know how stressful life can get. No need to hold it in. You are right but I see no point in sharing my random delusions that are over within hours. For some reason, during the last three days, I've seen the word "Saturn" for too many times. Also, m...

Bone Dust wrote: ↑

Sun Apr 25, 2021 2:33 am

Macron, apparently I didn't recognize him immediately lol

This is Nicolas Sarkozy, if I'm not mistaken.

Another award-winning hiatus in our correspondence. There is some serious shit going on in my life. Unfortunately I can't report anything because I can't confirm anything. Phew... aren't you sick of hearing me talking about Fire yet? Actually, no. Reading your message, I tried to remember my feeling...

I might be wrong but I feel you're kind of trying too hard. Just to keep you posted, Brother. I felt the need to ditch nicotine from my system. Like totally cold turkey, no tapering of any kind. I've been on this substance since like forever. There have been some off periods but mostly I've been on...

Long time no see, Brother. Had some ups and downs lately connected to the skanky hcasep enemy holiday (read in reverse; what a shitstorm) and a remotely operated, beer-drinking-total-degenerate-xtian-neighbour-npc harassing me and my family. It was obvious that he "woke up" to all the hebr...

I have explained the situation on the reply above. I thank you for your understanding. Things have been more complex and difficult than initially shared, anticipated, or even believed. I tried until the end. Don't feel ashamed brother, srsly. I don't feel wronged. High morale is good and all but th...

miracles in our side of reality happen from our own hands, and not by the wand I don't know where to begin since I don't exactly consider myself being good with words nor voluble. After placing my order for a full reading in 2019, I had high hopes. After a year or so, I was advised that this readin...

(PING Brother.. this is something I think you'll probably find interesting) One may remove thw curses but a new person probably does not have the strength to do things. So. Empowerment. Thats the part I think you are incorrect in. Also, it is widely mentioned in JoS that one should increase the abi...

About this, Brother, I just finished a post (I quoted you there) as a reply to HP HC and Lunar Dance. To tell you the truth, I began replying your post first, but interrupted myself and went there, found that answer, replied to it and while I was doing so I perceived something I haven't really thou...

I have a good day or two every who knows how long too, lol. Then we're like Brothers in that department, lol. Coming to think of it, it could very well be that the world is entering deeper in the Age of Aquarius, or also that our spiritual war is starting to slowly reward those that have been more ...

Wow, Brother. You have been making some progress. Love it. and before sending the message I would have already everything I needed to find the solution right in front of me This has happened to me, too but usually after submitting the post. I'm not sure if it is the working of logical mind during th...

things aren't easy for anyone and I know it. If it helps, do whine. Actually, dear Brother, the problem is, whining does NOT help. What helps is if I identify the problem, find the root cause and then work to eliminate it. This, at least in my theory, would be the ideal and manly thing to do. not t...

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote: ↑

Mon Mar 08, 2021 1:08 pm

I don't usually write posts as testimonials regarding my experiences, simply because I don't believe I am as good as a Spiritual Satanist as many of our more advanced people here, but I REALLY felt like sharing this.

This was actually motivational. Thank you, Brother!

Yeah, Brother, I actually sensed you missing me. I missed you too. Just didn't have enough positive things to write about. Suppose, nobody wants to exchange posts with a whining bitch, lol. I'm on a rough patch with old shit swimming to the surface, various disturbing thoughts (planted from astral?)...

Or, you can jump into it without money, and have a high risk of ruining yourself. I think you all have the potential for greater things than pulling potatoes out of the fucking ground, but if that's the lifestyle that makes you happy I won't judge. The last thing you posted resonates with me more t...

What I mean is that I would be pretty happy making my own food, having a part time job or a passive income which I have to work, having animals for meat and milk. Anyone else interested in this? Maybe we can share info and links.. I actually have lived this kind of life for like a decade or somethi...

Just wanted to give you a quick and short heads up, Brother. Since that Friday, something serious changed within me. I've known it in the past that sometimes I have to be pushed hard enough to stop finding all kinds of excuses and to get on with it. So yeah, I am able to evolve. I was just trying to...

Well, dear Brother, the following is a writeup done on three different days. I hope it isn't too confusing. Not surprised, Brother, I don't know how much exactly they're constantly muttering against us but the leeches must be working like crazy for this 'feeling of something being wrong' being so co...

honeslty, I see no point to have social media apps in a cellphone, aside from the fact that they're ALL flawed, I could go one by one listing why they suck, and why the negatives outweigh the positives, but that's not the point I watch the apple arm chips and think, such processing power and such p...

Oh my, dear Brother. Another crazy week. I'm not even sure anymore what is wrong with me. Am I being harassed by the enemy or is it just me (the greatest enemy of all). I assumed you had tried all Elements by now, Brother. Well, I finally felt the push to get myself into trance and invoke Water. Aft...

Many people over the years have posted their experiences with this working, and most say that the problem often gets worse in one way or another before it gets better, as it's the problem rising to the surface before being eliminated. But after the initial problems, we all experience permanent impr...

Whatta week it's been, dear Brother. Finally I have the time AND the energy to finally answer you properly. Anyway, here I go. I really don't understand much about either astrology and nasty planetary alignments. You can do it just as easily as I did: get your chart and main aspects from an astrolog...

Aquarius wrote: ↑

Tue Jan 26, 2021 8:44 am

If there are obstacles that prevent you from growing in wealth you should, before doing money workings, do a working to remove all obstacles that prevent you from growing in wealth :} That's what I did, it really helped a lot.

Thought so. Thank you.

You won't get rich instantly but you will gradually get money and be led to information about money that will make it easier for you to come in possession of money. The way I see it, this is essentially organic growth, just like in the nature. I'm wondering, can bad planetary aspects in ones birth ...

Dear Brother, you sound so much more experienced concerning the Elements. I'm still a total n00b. I'm an Air person under an Air sign. Anyway, yesterday I went for a swim and while hanging onto a rail, invoked Water. Today I don't feel anything out of the ordinary/different, except that I'm trying t...

I already performed the necessary steps and raised the serpent. The gods themselves attacked me with curses and now I am back into mortality having had all of my work undone by them and their curses.

In My Mind It Was Real™

It's already late but I still want to take the time to reply to your post, dear Brother. Awesome, Brother. You reminded me of something! As a child, I used to play for days in thick forests. These days seemed like endless. I played with the Water! Small creeks, larger puddles of Water from all the s...

but something tells me this is a kind of "skippable" step one can take care of by using Quintessence instead Actually, IIRC, it was suggested to use the Quintessence to fix imbalances. Working with individual Elements is great in that you can learn its properties and/or increase your capa...

HP. Hoodedcobra666 wrote: ↑

Thu Jan 14, 2021 3:11 am

In case anyone visits the forums and the .com domain does not show something, use the .co

Works as advertised, only that the SSL cert has expired in June already, hence the browser declaring it a "security threat" lol.
Thank you for your efforts!

PING Miss you, dear Brother. You are obviously busy... Don't forget to read my previous reply to you in this thread. The working to obliterate bad planetary influences obviously caused some of these bad things to flare up. During the last week I've been under serious anxiety/scatterbrain syndrome. ...

BTW, the forum looks fucking awesome on mobile and I even didn't have to log in

Satanama for 5-15 minutes a day, and physical yoga for however much you can squeeze in is pretty good for that. Thanks Bro. I feel that I spend too much time working/thinking about work-related issues. I don't allow myself to just enjoy the day every now and then, to maintain balance. This aspect o...

I assumed you had tried all Elements by now, Brother. You heard. I haven't. Air and Water are still untested (with the exception of invoking Water into Sacral). I agree with your idea that one should learn 'em all. BTW, whenever I get tense like a K-9 dog, I go to swim and sauna. After that I'm rea...

HP. Hoodedcobra666 wrote: ↑

Wed Jan 06, 2021 3:58 pm

Now, there are some issues

Did we lose the cache of posts waiting approval? I posted something earlier today, like 8 hours back.

Our last hosting has given no explanation, they just shut it down over vague and unspecified reasons. I've been thinking about this problem for some time now, wanting to help in any way possible (be it even a mirror site). The problem is, most ISPs here are too kosher to even try. I have to ask aro...

HP. Hoodedcobra666 wrote: ↑

Wed Jan 06, 2021 3:51 pm

Oy veyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Shutta down didn't work. Oy veyyyyyyyyyyy

Login works, logoff works, quote works. Brilliant. Thank you so much.

I'd agree with you there Brother, but to this day I have yet to try getting "too much" Air. The thing is, I've never tried to invoke Air but the description this fellow SS gave is unmistakably similar to my experience as an Air person (emphasis on the "I couldn't stop from worrying a...