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by Tirnenn
Fri Nov 18, 2022 7:19 am
Forum: Joy Of Satan 666
Topic: Can you change rosaries in the middle of a working?
Replies: 4
Views: 198

Can you change rosaries in the middle of a working?

Not exactly sure where to post this, but... I finally made my own rosary today, and was wondering if I could switch to using it? I'm in the middle of a Planetary Square, currently. The old one was made by a friend's ex, and quite frankly I wasn't sure if I should be using it in the first place - thu...
by Tirnenn
Wed Nov 02, 2022 11:29 am
Forum: Important Articles from JoS Ministry
Topic: ABRAXAS: INFORMATION ABOUT THE GOD [JOY OF SATAN PAGE UPDATED!]
Replies: 44
Views: 4236

Re: ABRAXAS: INFORMATION ABOUT THE GOD [JOY OF SATAN PAGE UPDATED!]

I always loved his sigil; good to see more info about him and said sigil.
by Tirnenn
Wed Nov 02, 2022 11:26 am
Forum: Important Articles from JoS Ministry
Topic: Cyberattacks Against The Forum: Password Change Necessitated
Replies: 60
Views: 4048

Re: Cyberattacks Against The Forum: Password Change Necessitated

I thought I had personally done something 'wrong' without knowing (ah paranoia from being abused for years). Good to know it wasn't that. Though a bit disturbing that it wasn't. Anywho password changed, although I suppose at some point I need to think of a brand new one entirely.
by Tirnenn
Mon Oct 31, 2022 1:36 am
Forum: Joy Of Satan 666
Topic: Overcoming Major SS Limitations: Gaining Free Time
Replies: 92
Views: 8218

Re: Overcoming Major SS Limitations: Gaining Free Time

My own issue is I have all the free time in the world, but just keep... faltering for no given reason. I dedicated back in 2009, but it sure doesn't seem like it; I'll be all for it, a span of 3-14 days where I'll be on top of everything spiritually. Then bam I just stumble and fall... lay there on ...
by Tirnenn
Sun Oct 30, 2022 1:14 pm
Forum: Satanic Group for Health and Well being
Topic: How do you handle longer meditations?
Replies: 6
Views: 316

How do you handle longer meditations?

Hi there. I'm currently working on a Venus Square to improve my throat health, but... During the longer chains of vibrations, I've noticed that my legs start to go numb (sometimes numb and pain) and my back starts aching horribly. That and my throat is sore afterwards and sometimes during the workin...
by Tirnenn
Fri Oct 21, 2022 5:41 am
Forum: Important Articles from JoS Ministry
Topic: Dedication and Devotion to Father Satan
Replies: 46
Views: 7086

Re: Dedication and Devotion to Father Satan

It pains me to say that I did the dedication ritual over 10 years ago, I even promised I'd "do more" about 5 years ago... yet even now, still struggle with things; mainly getting in any sort of routine whatsoever (not just spiritual matters), or spending much of any time on spiritual progr...
by Tirnenn
Tue Oct 04, 2022 4:13 pm
Forum: Important Articles from JoS Ministry
Topic: A Story From My Life: A Short Story On Bullying
Replies: 96
Views: 7952

Re: A Story From My Life: A Short Story On Bullying

Yep. I'm the type who always speaks my mind, the type who isn't a doormat. ...and it truly is sad how people simply don't want others standing up for themselves . I recently did, and my "reward" was... being exiled from a community I had been a part of for 10+ years. Nobody even bothered t...
by Tirnenn
Tue Sep 06, 2022 2:28 pm
Forum: Satanic Group for Health and Well being
Topic: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.
Replies: 29
Views: 12837

Re: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.

...gods, now I remember. I had actually tried to do that 40-day working previously. I was cut off on Day 35 because I couldn't get any privacy. I think cutting it off backlashed, because I spiraled into one of the worst bouts of depression I had ever experienced... for years. I'm not sure if I can ...
by Tirnenn
Mon Aug 29, 2022 9:45 am
Forum: Satanic Group for Health and Well being
Topic: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.
Replies: 29
Views: 12837

Re: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.

... Apologies for the double-post, but do you have any idea what type of Planetary Square would be best to free oneself of PTSD? Particularly sexual and... well, my signature also basically says the other type of trauma. In short, I feel like it would be Mars (ie the Sacral Chakra) since that seems...
by Tirnenn
Tue Aug 09, 2022 8:23 pm
Forum: Satanic Group for Health and Well being
Topic: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.
Replies: 29
Views: 12837

Re: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.

... I'm actually kind of amused - and touched - that somebody remembered me and had concern after all this time. I'm not so sure it's a weak Sun; my Sun Sign is Aries after all (it's partially why I have Sailor Mars as my picture, Exalted in Aries). Ascendant is Scorpio (Mars?). I'm really not sure...
by Tirnenn
Sun Aug 07, 2022 11:19 am
Forum: Satanic Group for Health and Well being
Topic: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.
Replies: 29
Views: 12837

Re: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.

... Your way out of your health issues will be found in yoga and in doing self-acupressure. This will steadily improve your health, and with your newfound energy you can do even more to improve it. Like getting the ball rolling, so to speak. The important part is that you don't give up, even if you...
by Tirnenn
Sun Aug 07, 2022 11:17 am
Forum: Important Articles from JoS Ministry
Topic: About The "We Are With JoS But..." - Enemy Groups
Replies: 61
Views: 10793

Re: About The "We Are With JoS But..." - Enemy Groups

Ugh, I remember when I first got into spirituality/Satanism and got brainwashed by some cult leader (I have a feeling he actually was a Satanist, but tried to advance too fast and went completely batshit insane, it was horrible). I remember giving some guy the leader's version of a dedication ritual...
by Tirnenn
Tue Mar 02, 2021 10:54 am
Forum: Satanic Group for Health and Well being
Topic: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.
Replies: 29
Views: 12837

Re: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.

Going to also note that even before I fell off entirely, my meditations and such were becoming progressively... sloppy, rushed, etc. I feel like PMS had a hand in screwing with that as well, as my sleep schedule flipped itself on its ugly head again (stuff like this really makes me feel dysphoric ag...
by Tirnenn
Tue Mar 02, 2021 10:50 am
Forum: Satanic Group for Health and Well being
Topic: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.
Replies: 29
Views: 12837

Re: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.

Guess I'm doing a not-so-good update...

I fell off the wagon 15 days ago, hard, due to an extreme amount of stress and anguish, haven't really... done anything spiritually since.

Really wish it wasn't so difficult for me to stick with things long-term, but here we are yet again.
by Tirnenn
Sun Feb 14, 2021 11:29 am
Forum: Joy Of Satan 666
Topic: Throat Chakra Issues
Replies: 8
Views: 3373

Re: Throat Chakra Issues

... Hm. Aye. ... Didn't cross my mind. But as you said, trying to open the 6th did indeed make my head feel lighter and my Throat not as bad. ... Oddly after I posted, I clicked around JoS and ended up on the Chakra Breathing page... funny how that works. Thanks for the advice. ... Oh, thank you. I...
by Tirnenn
Thu Feb 11, 2021 10:02 am
Forum: Joy Of Satan 666
Topic: Throat Chakra Issues
Replies: 8
Views: 3373

Throat Chakra Issues

Every time I try to work on my Throat Chakra, I wheeze or feel extremely out of breath as if something is choking me. Throat usually hurts as well (and is hurting horribly right now). I've tried opening it and empowering it, cleaning it... I'm not sure if there's a worse issue or I just need to work...
by Tirnenn
Tue Feb 09, 2021 6:03 am
Forum: Joy Of Satan 666
Topic: Are you addicted? Subtle Addictions
Replies: 139
Views: 46250

Re: Are you addicted? Subtle Addictions

What happened to your arm ? Is it genetic or did you have an accident ? Multitude of things. -Staph infection (almost killed me, even). -Wear and tear from hours upon hours of gaming. -Low hormone levels (probably from trauma and poor diet) which degraded the tissues and general structure. Every ti...
by Tirnenn
Mon Feb 08, 2021 10:25 am
Forum: Joy Of Satan 666
Topic: Are you addicted? Subtle Addictions
Replies: 139
Views: 46250

Re: Are you addicted? Subtle Addictions

... I could possibly look into those herbs. I'm not male, so... I'm not sure if anything would have that kind of effect. But noted. As for Convict Conditioning, I know I have the PDF... somewhere. Probably downloaded it years ago. I'm just not sure how any workout progress will commence, since my l...
by Tirnenn
Sun Feb 07, 2021 7:56 am
Forum: Satanic Group for Health and Well being
Topic: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.
Replies: 29
Views: 12837

Re: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.

... Yeah... I'm starting to realize that. So far I have: -Aura Cleaning -Chakra Alignment -Chakra Spinning -Aura of Protection -Void Meditation -Yoga For a daily routine. Doing the Chakra Spinning especially, I can feel it. Doing it to the Crown Chakra felt rather blissful, and doing it to the Sacr...
by Tirnenn
Sun Feb 07, 2021 7:41 am
Forum: Joy Of Satan 666
Topic: The mind: focus and concentration
Replies: 38
Views: 15353

Re: The mind: focus and concentration

... I remember taking those meds as a kid, but must not have been for very long... or, my mind wiped those memories. I'm not so sure I'm an air type (only 1 air in my astral chart), but I definitely was scatterbrained earlier today when trying to do a void meditation. Doing other meditations first ...
by Tirnenn
Sun Feb 07, 2021 7:38 am
Forum: Important Articles from JoS Ministry
Topic: About Advanced Members And Our Community
Replies: 83
Views: 35419

Re: About Advanced Members And Our Community

Stormblood wrote:
Sat Feb 06, 2021 3:22 pm
...
In true Tirnenn fashion, I managed to download the app, start it up, and... forgot I had done so until hours later.

(But hey, least I got 40 minutes of meditation done today).

I'm liking the app so far as well. Thank you for the recommendation.
by Tirnenn
Sun Feb 07, 2021 7:28 am
Forum: Joy Of Satan 666
Topic: Are you addicted? Subtle Addictions
Replies: 139
Views: 46250

Re: Are you addicted? Subtle Addictions

Sugar's definitely an important mention in this one. One might be surprised by how much sugar something has even if it isn't literally composed of actual sugar cubes. I'm extremely grateful that I learned how horrible sugar was half a decade ago. I limit myself to 20g every day, have a LOT less men...
by Tirnenn
Sun Feb 07, 2021 7:27 am
Forum: Satanic Group for Health and Well being
Topic: What causes transgender?
Replies: 119
Views: 47316

Re: What causes transgender?

Can anyone provide a definite answer on this? In my case, transgenderism was caused by trauma and the female reproductive system being fucking horrible to deal with. I felt like I was wholly broken due to said trauma; had divorced an abuse spouse and then broken up with somebody because he refused ...
by Tirnenn
Sat Feb 06, 2021 11:58 am
Forum: Joy Of Satan 666
Topic: Are you addicted? Subtle Addictions
Replies: 139
Views: 46250

Re: Are you addicted? Subtle Addictions

You do have energy, you just can't feel it, if you had no energy you would be dead. Energy still flows through you. The more blood circulation there is the more your energy flows. I get what you mean, but moreso meant physical exhaustion. I feel a bit better after aura cleaning and chakra spinning,...
by Tirnenn
Sat Feb 06, 2021 1:53 am
Forum: Satanic Group for Health and Well being
Topic: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.
Replies: 29
Views: 12837

Re: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.

This is gonna be a long one, but thorough. ... -I feel fairly strained when cleaning my aura and chakras. Not sure if that's normal or not. But I'll definitely start doing cleaning and protection every day. I'm... not so sure I can do the RTR though. I don't have any privacy and my throat hurts way ...
by Tirnenn
Fri Feb 05, 2021 12:17 pm
Forum: Joy Of Satan 666
Topic: The mind: focus and concentration
Replies: 38
Views: 15353

Re: The mind: focus and concentration

You don't have ADHD. No one does. I know, I was officially "diagnosed" with it as a kid too, as were many others in the world. The creator of ADHD, admitted that it was fake as he lay dying. Interesting to think what all that medication against "ADHD" really did to me and everyb...
by Tirnenn
Fri Feb 05, 2021 10:28 am
Forum: Satanic Group for Health and Well being
Topic: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.
Replies: 29
Views: 12837

Re: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.

To add on, I seem to have a metric fuckton of food intolerances and allergies.
I don't think anything can be done about that, but I figured it was worth noting.

Sorry if my previous post seemed off; I was incoherent and not in the best of moods.
by Tirnenn
Fri Feb 05, 2021 10:11 am
Forum: Joy Of Satan 666
Topic: Are you addicted? Subtle Addictions
Replies: 139
Views: 46250

Re: Are you addicted? Subtle Addictions

I do have an issue with the sedentary thing. Usually don't have... any energy. Even when I progressed spiritually, it always felt like I had a severe lack of energy. Trying to get back on track now, who knows what will happen, but I don't expect different results on the energy front. ...and video ga...
by Tirnenn
Fri Feb 05, 2021 7:02 am
Forum: Joy Of Satan 666
Topic: The mind: focus and concentration
Replies: 38
Views: 15353

Re: The mind: focus and concentration

This kind of explains things. I'm pretty sure I have ADHD, but I always thought my lack of wanting to read long stretches of text was simply due to being forced to read things in school I had 0 interest in. I mean, perhaps it does, but still it's food for thought.
by Tirnenn
Fri Feb 05, 2021 1:06 am
Forum: Important Articles from JoS Ministry
Topic: About Advanced Members And Our Community
Replies: 83
Views: 35419

Re: About Advanced Members And Our Community

HP. Hoodedcobra666 wrote:
Thu Feb 04, 2021 7:33 pm
It's up to you to change that.
I'm... not sure how.

Thank you for the encouragement, though.
by Tirnenn
Thu Feb 04, 2021 8:44 am
Forum: Satanic Group for Health and Well being
Topic: Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.
Replies: 29
Views: 12837

Chronic exhaustion, fatigue, procrastination. Etc.

For the record, I'm 30. Female. I'm rather tired all the time and don't know why. I keep forgetting to do things even if I have a reminder in front of my face. As for the procrastination, I've been a (dedicated) Satanist for 11 years and... as far as spiritual prowess goes, I may have as well starte...
by Tirnenn
Thu Feb 04, 2021 6:59 am
Forum: Satanic Group for Health and Well being
Topic: Keto diet and mental fatigue
Replies: 12
Views: 10002

Re: Keto diet and mental fatigue

Mental fatigue most likely means you're not getting enough electrolytes. How many are you consuming each day?

Also if you're male, you should be eating no less than 1500 calories per day.
by Tirnenn
Thu Feb 04, 2021 6:06 am
Forum: Important Articles from JoS Ministry
Topic: About Advanced Members And Our Community
Replies: 83
Views: 35419

Re: About Advanced Members And Our Community

I have a lot of respect for anybody who can go out and work on themselves spiritually each day.

Am very forgetful and procrastinate badly. I think this is my 3rd or 4th account on here... I lost track.

(I apologize for the negativity.)