Do you feel like elaborating a bit more so we can help better? Your affirmations are not bad at all. What would you do if you were most mixed with White and had a White Aryan soul but since you don’t look fully White the White race would never see you as one of their own and racially aware Whites w...

I am also dealing with this situation psychologically. I am of mixed race according to my ancestry dna results. I am of black,Celtic and Nordic ancestry, with only a percentage of native american. I also have physical features that prove both my black and white ancestry. Which makes it hard for me ...

Is the yahoo group still up? I always got there via the link in JoyOfSatan. If it is still up, I would really appreciate it if someone could link me. I also really love the new name SatanIsGod. I will miss JoyOfSatan very much as the domain, for obvious reasons, but SatanIsGod is equally good if not...

I see this way more than I'd like to. It's such a waste and so offensive to see ppl date outside their race. I never liked it, but it used to not bother me this much. It might be a little selfish but it just feels like so many people are totally ruined now. I understand that these things can be over...

Is eyebright even a drug, or is it just like cloves...? At least he's not smoking cigarettes, to be honest What the fuck is "eyebright"? Eyebright is a herb or spice. I think HP mistook "eyebright" for being the name for a designer drug or something. Be careful when smoking herb...

"a filthy brown hooknosed color" lol Forgive me as I know little about genetics, but would this mean that jewish genes are "dominant" because they carry on? Or is it because they are a different species that the changes can't be "bred out" (or is that even possible at a...

Lauren Simonsen, Ben Shapiro...who’s next, just how many Jews are the leading figures of alt-right movement? Alt right idiots claim they are the one fighting against the liberalism and for white race...yeah right, first flush the Jews out of your movement, drop the bible and stop sucking jewsus’ di...

I can't wait until we can all just come together and see what the real problem is. I always thought this was funny cause it's like watching all they worked for just blow up in their face, all these hippies and idealists end up hating the Jews. My rule is, and of course I have my politics, but if a G...

I hate those stupid googly-eyed hippies who look down on you because they can claim to be talking to elves and seeing colors while simultaneously being as confused and unresponsive as a broken robot. I always tell those people, what the fuck have you ever done? I'm an artist personally, meaning the ...

I'm getting a pipe soon I plan to smoke some eyebright which I purchased for franz bardon eye strengthening concoction , hail satan! Judging from your disposition now, you need to ground, and not do CIA infested drugs to ruin your head more, or I believe you will be talking to the elves and the liv...

I was thinking that something is not right. I don't really see where is that 'warm' from the 'global warm'. In north is as cold as always was. In my natal country which is in eastern Europe the winter is as cold as always was and the summer is as hot as always was. In UK the weather is more balance...

I used to and still occasionally offer up my energy to Lilith, Satan, Amdusias or Haures, it's not a bad habit. As for you being Jewish you would have to know if your grandfather is a convert, the son of a convert, or if he is Jewish by blood. So far I would suggest you relax because it would be a s...

There are so many genuinely stupid posts that end up here, that oftentimes we jump on the worst assumption of one's post without thinking very finely about what they might have meant in a different wording. A lot of times I have been jumped on for a complete 100% 180 degree misunderstanding, but oft...

It's pretty normal to get fleeting thoughts and things that are difficult to control, I think everybody gets that. You just need to get really good at void meditation in order to quiet the mind. I always get thoughts of random objects and words and sounds and smells when I'm trying to meditate and I...

I'm pretty sure women and men are just equally bad when it comes to their morals and dealing with relationships. Maybe men are more worse however when it comes to crime and physical violence and women are worse when it comes to gossip and other less direct aggression. That's reasonable to suggest as...

Could also be a silent migraine. Anxiety will also cause dizziness and visual disturbances. Just go to a doctor and drink more water, it is probably nothing serious, worry less not more.

I used to have huge groups of friends come over to my house to hang out, eat, etc. Well I have this strange ability to read people. Works even better with a handshake. A friend had brought a girl over that knew of my interest in sorcery and the occult. She would not stop bugging me to read her no m...

Sero, you have got some nerve to promote and defend Islam here. You can simply use the excuse of women being weak when it comes to any mistreatment at the hands of men; even if a woman is beaten, one can use the excuse the woman was just "too weak" to fight back. That is a really weak line...

To be honest I just want to bang the girls I don't really want and then marry my most favorite one that I find. Basically like how you have a favorite stuffy or blankie when you're a toddler. Is it moral? Probably not but its how my brain works. I also want to punch so many people in the face but it...

You also gotta keep in mind that when it comes to eugenics usually this is referring to artificial insemination and highly control scenarios and not just letting the top 20% of men go free-for-all, ditch all of their responsibilities and just get high and have sex for the rest of eternity

Yeah the thing with the muslims' polygamy is a big reason why I'm hesitant to accept the idea. I've had phases where I thought I could handle it, but I realize my desire to be monogamous is every bit as valid an instinct as the one is to just have sex. There is something of value there. And on eugen...

I had a similar experience before... But admittedly a lot of the time these days I find myself fantasizing over an idealized past for our race. I often feel left out, ignored and forsaken by white people and often feel like I only fight for myself and friends, the few innocent people out there, and...

I feel so dumb for being so against Trump at first. So glad my eyes are open now. Hail Satan We are not really pro or against, the situation is some circumstances benefit our existence more than others, and our interests for life. For example, this wall he is trying to build, will make some people ...

I feel so dumb for being so against Trump at first. So glad my eyes are open now.

Hail Satan

I think this idea brought to it's maximum is basically one man impregnating every woman, which is extremely retarded and needs to be brought down a notch. It would be difficult to destabilize or otherwise control human nature so profusely as to create situations where the ugliest and stupidest canno...

Honestly hope he wins, I mean fuck him anyway just because, but also this situation was so unbelievably retarded, literally the dumbest thing to ever happen and instantly made a slew of people look profoundly ignorant for the whole world to see. Let's keep it rollin'

That's not really the best term unless you are exactly 50% partly both, but if you are basically male in more or less every way except for the genitals, and were born with female genitals, androgynous might not be the best term because you are more like 80% male based on body mass. That's what I'm t...

By the way, when I felt that it was impossible to be with those who are without it was because the girl I was with was secretly marxist and probably jewish. It might be harder, but in some ways not. There's a lot of pressure put on us SS to be cooperative and basically godlike in behaviour with each...

I used to get them when I was a kid before Satan. I still get sleep paralysis once in a while. Ol Argedco Luciftias and Jack made good replies. I'm sorry if this is weird and personal, but would you happen to live in a place that's surrounded by a body of water? I'm actually just wondering right no...

What's the point in being more attractive to females if you only want someone who is SS and accepts you for being yourself? I honestly don't have time to go to the gym, I take an hour long walk and do 30 push ups or other a day, that's good enough for me. I do not play sports because I don't have th...

Keep in mind too that "homosexuality" has to do with the parts, not the gender-orientation. For one to be homosexual it means that their gential parts are entwining with the same parts, it doesn't mean the gender identity is entwining with the same gender identity. Do you see where I'm com...

This is so relevant, thank you Maxine, so many people need to hear this. Just recently in the groups I was thinking it's so sad how much regret people have. Getting over even the most minuscule amounts of regret build up. I bet the bullshit "love everyone" thing is derivative of the practi...

It's ok, I'm not overly distressed about it. It's worse to ignore what problems you have than it is to share them. In the end I've found that most have can relate. What I've found is that meditation forced me to face this.

So I have a question on black metal and death metal. A lot of it uses darker, "monstrous" themes in its anti christian endorsements - is this acceptable? Like, for instance, Cradle of filth, at least in their early stuff had songs like "the rape and ruin of angels" and themes of...

Years ago I had a vision in hypnogogia about a dystopian future where Gods were being enslaved by these weird mechanical pyramids. A book appeared on my end table showcasing this horrible future, and after reading part of it, it turned into sand/dust and fell apart in my hands. Then I woke up. I kne...

I had a similar experience before... But admittedly a lot of the time these days I find myself fantasizing over an idealized past for our race. I often feel left out, ignored and forsaken by white people and often feel like I only fight for myself and friends, the few innocent people out there, and ...

I used to get them when I was a kid before Satan. I still get sleep paralysis once in a while. Ol Argedco Luciftias and Jack made good replies. I'm sorry if this is weird and personal, but would you happen to live in a place that's surrounded by a body of water? I'm actually just wondering right now...

I am actually probably going to end up being inactive for a month or two because I am really busy and am just having an extremely rough time with being so lonely and busy and having so many problems in life. It happens to the best of us and the only thing you can do is just take a break, so don't ta...

Labels are a big problem obviously, I wish I knew the answer to this but probably your best bet for getting people to understand you is to just go by "male woman" or "woman that is basically a man". My friend who is like you also has that problem, I think she (last time I talked...

Or rather what I mean is that you are medically a woman that is like a man, the medical label, but as for what you really are, you are a man that was born with female genitals. Because men do have certain biological traits associated with high metabolism and strength, it doesn't mean that women can'...

By the way you seem to be the only person who responded who "Gets me". I appreciate that. As far as my biology goes, even though of the female parts as well as male traits but I go by advice that is given to biological men like in weight training or yoga, for an example. I have to watch m...

I have a new album... as always it's free and promotes Satanism in it's own way... https://artworld.bandcamp.com/album/paradise-lost I just want to make as much good music as possible so that people subconsciously associate high quality and the good feelings they get from the music with SS and the G...

What all did you do? Something like that happened on my heart granthi opening, I eventually fixed it something. I kept getting pains right in the center of my chest. Something happened though and opened my chest right up, it felt great.

Labels are a big problem obviously, I wish I knew the answer to this but probably your best bet for getting people to understand you is to just go by "male woman" or "woman that is basically a man". My friend who is like you also has that problem, I think she (last time I talked ...

You don't need to "fully transition". You are completely legitimate as a man in my eyes. I would suspect most here would agree. Now if we are talking about your "parts" in a "medical" setting, you are a "woman". Just to keep things simple. But normally, in ev...

You don't need to "fully transition". You are completely legitimate as a man in my eyes. I would suspect most here would agree. Now if we are talking about your "parts" in a "medical" setting, you are a "woman". Just to keep things simple. But normally, in eve...

Jewish sorcerers were never able to fully bind our Demons. The demons have always been able to fight back against them. But the Demons can be annoyed like getting a phone call every two minutes.

I mean if a woman is seriously trying to abort a child every other month because she doesn't like the feeling of condoms, then maybe she should just be "fixed" or something, I don't know. You don't want someone so irresponsible to have kids. But you don't want to just give this person what...

Wow what a nice and trustworthy family.

https://nypost.com/2018/07/24/seagrams-heiress-used-family-fortune-to-finance-sex-cult-feds/

Honestly I've been working so much I barely have time to eat and wash my clothes, and I still am in debt. But since I don't have a lot left I'm going to go on part-time in a few weeks and give myself some time to chill and spam more RTRs when the roommate isn't around. At that time I'll probably get...