I made my dedication 1 year and half ago approximately, during the cold winter days from january. My spiritual 'mentors' opened my eyes and show me the real truth. After that they left me alone to do my individual search and growth. I've been reading so many things and advices from here in the last one year. I opened my chakras one by one until the third eye (i opened my third eye 2 weeks ago, during the deep meditation) that's why I've started to have migraine. In the previous weeks I was so tired because of work and i did a mistake to avoid my meditation. Due to that I've been so anxious and i lost my concentration for a while. And as well with the kudalini meditation. Now i am feeling very good. I asked here because I felt alone, and confuse. I appreciate enormous that you took from your time to give me an good advice. I am so glad to be here and share my story with you all. From now I'll be active on these forums almost all the time when I am off of work and I am at home. I am a dedicated and loyal person and I want to spend a part of my time here and learn things, otherwise I'll only slow down the process of personal growth. 
