Thank you for the responses. I took a complete 4 week break from everything, my mind and body was exhausted from all the extra work and energy....couldn't even get myself to do my usual chakra cleaning. Father spoke to me in my dream this morning and I knew it was time to get back to my daily...

I have for a long time been very dedicated with my daily power meditations etc. then beginning of September my work started getting slow and I started loosing clients. To make up for it I started advertising and promoting myself whilst doing spiritual work on the side (Runes, Squares and...

Thanks for posting this Brian - it is just what I need right now. Found myself at crossroads recently, but your post have given me renewed strength to carry on. Hail Satan!

I see bright flashes of light in the air - almost as if someone is opening a window which lets out very strong light. This whole thing only takes a fraction of a second. Other days I see more movement in the corner of my eye as if something quickly moved before I turn my head. This could be...

You don't have to go looking for siddhis, they'll find you when you're ready. You don't practice siddhis, they come to you gradually over time as you advance in your practice. Your ongoing power meditation and yoga practice will plant seeds inside you which eventually become siddhis. Attainment...

I agree. Go smash the thing. Say it was an accident. Stand up for yourself brother, do it in the name of Father. Hope it all turns out well

Congratulations Brian. Well done. Hail Satan!

I am going to create a servitor, is there anything in specific I need to be aware of besides what's said on the JoS site for creating a thoughtform/servitor? Have any of you had problems with the servitor going 'crazy'?

Clockwise - I double checked in several texts to be 100% sure, they all say clockwise.

It is to be started on a Saturday during Saturn hour - that way you activate its specific energy. So wait a few days once done on Monday and start again the following Saturday.

If not training or working out (which I do for a living) then I'm busy with my practice as a Spiritual Satanist. Besides that I have an interest in modern and minimalist architecture and doing Kundalini Yoga. Now and again I find time to meet up with a couple of friends for lunch or dinner, but...

I agree, he doesn't need blood and you don't need a 911 line, he's your Father after all. You come to him as you are. He loves you and he wants you to succeed. Hail Satain!

Very nice pics. I will definitely get in touch with you within the next week or so. You're doing a great job!

I'm having a similar experience at the moment - the spirit is like a light ball that flies through the air or like a bright star that quickly lights up the entire room (now it also happens at day light...before it was just at night time). To be honest I don't think there's anything to worry...

I listen to a lot of electronic music - big fan of techno and ambient. Here's a direct link to a very soothing yet beautifully dark 48min ambient track: http://opcabpol.bandcamp.com/album/sleeping-aid Listening to it always reminds me of Fathers imense depth and strength. This specific...