i admit if theres a way im being controlled i havent found it. i realize now that using the word prove really gave everyone the wrong idea. i wasnt expecting anything from the meditation just expecting for the fourth day to be even slightly different from the other 3. my mention of gaining a...

You have been helpful. today was my fourth day and it doesnt feel any different i was expecting a headache. I apoligize about the theistic satanism thing I really thought that was the name of the religon. I was raised with xtian so im wary of religons that use blind faith to control. I was...

This is my first time posting anything. I have been attempting to open my third eye. its my third day of the meditation and i fear im doing it wrong. I am still a skeptic of theistic satanism but i am open minded and lots of what ive read from the joyofsatan website as well as exposing...