So I am not the only one to have spiritual attacks! For me is not a new experience at all; I had it since when I was I child, mostly with nightmares with strange creatures, like you all described, time-memory loss, and energy sucking, especially after those nightmares. Some months ago I did...

As I wrote in the subject the purpose of my topic is to introduce myself; I hope I will find help to advance in spiritual satanism (and help if I can). I was searching this old religion since long time and when I read the jos I knew I was in the right place finally.. I did the dedication ritual...