Like many things with our fucked up government, it is just more bullshit.  All too often, the lazy and irresponsible are the ones rewarded for their laziness and irresponsibility.  Those who refuse to lift a finger and contribute nothing to our society are the same ones who recieve by far...

       Thanks for the response.  I have slowly been breaking through this wall.  For those who have not experienced it, it can be overwhelming at times, but one thing which has helped quite a bit (and was largely responsible for bringing me to my current point) is exposing myself to regular...

       Thanks for the encouragment...much appreciated.  Maybe now I'll open a face book account (yes, I am one of the few who does not have one) . From: darrklady13 <darkladyschild@... To: [email protected] Sent: Wed, June 15, 2011 3:01:18 AM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re...

Thank you so much for the encouragment and sharing your personal experiences. From: lunazshadow <motherwolff3@... To: [email protected] Sent: Wed, June 15, 2011 3:13:25 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: struggling   I grew up within the baptist church yet always felt drawn to...

My response is in blue print below. From: Morning Star <morning_star87@... To: [email protected] Sent: Wed, June 15, 2011 2:29:42 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: struggling   Years of being programmed to a certain doctrine can be a pain when we find that it is leading us to...

       Thanks, Brian...I really appreciate the response.  It's good to know that there is someone else who went through the same stuff I am and who can relate to what I am feeling and experiencing. From: Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... To: [email protected] Sent: Wed, June 15...

Thanks for the encouragement. From: tigirus <tigirus@... To: [email protected] Sent: Tue, June 14, 2011 6:14:26 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: struggling   You already know the answer... Your fear is pre-programmed and your draw to Satan is a part of you. Dont let the fear...

I sent a personal reply to Maxine, but also wanted to thank her for response on the open forum, as well.  Thank you. From: High Priestess Maxine Dietrich <maxine.dietrich@... To: [email protected] Sent: Tue, June 14, 2011 6:28:30 PM Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Re: struggling  ...