"It makes me wonder why are you asking this you're making it seem like you want the enemy to attack you. Why would you want to tie in with such destructive and negative beings" Um...because I'm trying to compare results since everyone says they get attacked. I just find it strange everyone is...

It has been said that once one dedicates or is doing meditations, working for Satan the enemy attacks. As I said in a different thread my friend has dedicated but I have not. I've asked her several times if she thinks she's being attacked. Her response? No, she hasn't and doesn't really know...

" It's a knowing. There are many disadvantages to race mixing, such as birth defects, confusion, because more than one racial heritage/culture is in the Soul." That goes for being adopted too, like my friend and I, no? We were brought up in white American culture, not our own, so isn't this...

"As long as you are a slave to Jesus, it doesn't care what your wishes and desires are or how many of them you ask for. Satan is different in that He will give you ONLY what you need, and maybe 'some' things you want, but it is all guided towards you attaining Godhood not something that is...

I'm not lying, that's what I was told and after "praying" for years, I never received one answer! So...the abrahamic god is not a genie. Ever been a xian? How am I harassing? Tf? Like I said, I am finding out if this is true or not by talking to Satan and watching for any kind of sign.

Satan IS NOT a genie whom will do whatever you want Him to." Neither is the god of abraham. Or the other billions of gods that humanity made up. You know, when I was a xian, I asked the same thing, why won't christ appear if he exists. I received a similar response from pastors and lay people...

If this is actually true, how do you know all this? 

Thanks for the info. "What you focus and dwell on, your mind puts energy towards making it a reality. " Really? Because in the past I used to focus and dwell on things for the good but got the opposite.

"Or for anyone too weak, lazy or stubborn to work on themselves and for Satan." Are you insinuating that I'm "weak, lazy or stubborn"???

Denadehna, I'm just being honest, how is that making me a troll?? Also, before you start saying something, like "we've been talking for over a month now", please get your facts together: my first post was posted March 26, 2017. I'm writing this April 11, 2017. So we have about about 2 more weeks...

I'll have my friend talk to his sigil. Like I mentioned before, I'm skeptical. If she knows he's real, I'll dedicate. 

So, is it possible this may not be for me?? That there's another path I must take? Because seriously, if this was truly for me, I'd accept it. But then again, I'm skeptical. Maybe I'm meant for something else.

My friend is currently working on the 40-Day meditation program. She's doing it twice everyday since she dedicated. I did catch myself laughing when she was doing it. When she was done, she asked me what was so funny about it and if I was laughing at her. I told her that I just find it silly...

I couldn't sleep last night due to a certain thought. When I was a Xian when I was younger, I always questioned why "God" (JC or god is israel) let shit happen to the world if he's so powerful. I used to think, wow, he so "powerful" yet he can't feed, clothe or shelter all humans, etc. to other...

OMG!! I LOVE TREES! There's something about them that I like and I can't put my finger on it. They're so beautiful and it hurts me when I see a dying tree (turning brown and dry). I get angry when humans cut them down! I enjoy plants and bushes as well. I guess I'm "going green" lol. I didn't...