Thanks. I did the golden light exercise but after a while the energy became like a sphere made of flames that were both white and black but didn’t mix. Then this sphere changed sizes and shape to whatever it wanted and split into multiple spheres that rotated, spun, gyrated, and orbited in...

Thank you! I’ll look into it later today or tomorrow. Besides that. Could I ask you something? After I was taken in and had the drugs forced on me I think it changed me. And I’m honestly too exhausted to get back at the level that I was before I was drugged. Back then, when my life was amazing...

No, I don’t think I am. I’m just honestly dedicated to myself at the moment and psychologically unable to do anything else at the moment I think.

Thank you. When I was in the mental hospital Jenny also said I had very dark energy. But she said dark energy wasn’t bad, It was just feminine. My wife always freaked out when I talked about Jenny and I think it’s possible my wife is a freemason. I straight up asked her if she is and she started...

I’m going to be as straight to the point as possible for this to be quick, but it’s still going to be longish. I was raised as christian but I personally wasn’t into it. Not that long ago, I started a personal journey both physically and spiritually, but not religiously. I looked at life as a...