No violence and while I didn't sleep with other women I did have a problem with pornography years ago before I quit. I was sadly more nihilistic and agnostic at the time and I'm deeply ashamed that I didn't take life or my relationship seriously enough perhaps. I think even if I had behaved...
I do believe that I am truly in love with her as opposed to simply lonely but let her down and maybe didn't try hard enough to connect with her. I appreciate your frank and sincere advice.
I'm not sure what to do. My wife left me several months ago due to a feeling that we hadn't had a strong connection and because she hadn't forgiven me for some inappropriate behavior in the past. I miss her more than I can imagine. I'd literally rather die than not be reunited with her. I...