Hello, I am new at all of this and very interested, also, with all of what I heard I sometimes feel scared, but I have had experiences that I feel I am be called and loved on by satan and some demons. It almost seems like they have shown me different rituals because I am drawn to perform...

You know this is really interesting because these things I hear or read are things I have experienced already by following the desire and the draw to do them, but I don't understand them or what I'm doing, or what it all is. Could you possibly give me some sight to go to or somemore information...