Alright, I'll keep going with the meditations. Thank you guys, any advice or perspective on my situation is highly welcomed. I've been stuck like that for so long not knowing what to do anymore. They had their shitty ways to keep me in a cage, but no more. Thank you, once again.

I did until I couldn't anymore cause of those attacks. I couldn't concentrate anymore cause I heard them permanently and loud in my head. They also didn't let me sleep, hit my legs pretty bad and made me feel terrible things and pain in my body. I was very consistent with the 40 days program, I...

The thing is that if I stop taking the medicine I'll hear them very louder all the time terrorizing me and trying to make me kill myself. I won't be able to focus at all on anything, not even on meditations. They make me also see shitty mental images. And when I was at the beginning they almost...

Hello everyone. I posted this text in another topic but I didn't get any answers (yet) so I am posting it here aswell, hoping to get some advices. I was trying to make a new topic about my issue. There's a lot to say and my account is new to this forum although I've been on JoS for 3 years...

Hello everyone. I was trying to make a new topic about my issue. There's a lot to say and my account is new to this forum although I've been on JoS for 3 years but... there we go. I used to be apart of a satanic community back in 2019. That's how I met satanism and its branches. My best friend...