--- In [email protected], "joshua" wrote: Tim Aguilar is the youth pastor. Troy smutherman is the main guy. My main problem is with Tim. He's always pushing his beliefs onto me. He won't leave me alone.

<td val[/IMG]How do I know the extent of my abilities? Would practicing magik increase my abilities faster than meditation? What is the best daily meditation program for a slightly experienced beginner. I am able to fall into a trance and focus on energy but not much more. I did the opening of...

Salutations, I have only been dedicated to satan for about 3 weeks now. I do not have the tools to preform a ritual And seeing that I live with my parents, I doubt I will ever obtain them. I have tried to preform rituals in my astral temple It seems though, they are unsuccessful. Do I...

I dedicated my soul to satan but nothing feels different. I feel like I should be able to hear the gods and father satan but I don't. I've been meditating on a regular basis since I dedicated, yet still no signs of father. Have I done something wrong? Can anyone help or give me information on...