your spelling is quite atrocious... you are searching for what kind of truth? spiritual? no offense Dan...

have you got xian scum praying for you? maybe there are bonds or other things making your affirmations go screwy.

let me re-assert the fact that i am an uber-noob. my question is this: is it a single big entity with horrid legions of ickyness against our Father? or is it a whole group with no hierarchy that hate that he is empowering us to be as gods? where is a good place for me to look up the histories...

lol, all hail Satan! <3 it is a great amount of information to read, and its great info that makes you itch to learn more and more.

well you could always stick with emailing people from this group? the group itself lends a bit of anonymity. and from what i can tell, for the most part everyone is very open and willing to help and communicate with each other. some very rewarding friendships that i have, are long distance ones.

The list of things neccessary things for the dedication is on the main Joy of Satan website under the heading "dedicate your soul to satan". where you choose to do it is completely up to you. i did mine outside because part of the ritual involves burning paper, so i figured let the wind take the...

On Joy of Satan main front page click in the left-hand column where it says Meditations, then click Power meditations, then scroll down and it has all the meditations in increasing order from beginner to advanced... Besides doing the meditations follow your nose and learn everything. Soak it up...

Hail Satan!

For the most part, anything you could "bing" or "google" is slanderous or not quite right. Knowledge is power, lack of knowledge leads to fear. Fear makes sheep of us all. Part of Satanism is dedication. Self empowerment, and a thirst for knowledge... And so much more. Hail Satan!

I did my own dedication today... Part of the pain is just the FEAR of the pain. Pain is a mental thing, and its exacerbated by fear. I had to poke and squeeze and wiggle my skin around three times before I could get any blood out. Don't psych yourself out. Do some quiet time meditation before...

It will always be a relentless thing, the people who are without will always try to sway you. People have been trying to convert me ever since I was in middle school... I'm not sure why though. If you let them ruffle your feathers it'll only encourage them to try to break you down to their vile...

Praise Father Enki and many fond and warm thoughts to you guys! Congratulations!

I have a cat, she is my child. I absolutely adore her. I adopted her through ASPCA a couple years ago.. She has a real bad problem of peeing on my mom's furniture. I think its due to the hostility my mom has towards her. I don't want to have to give the monster away, is there any way to work...

in my honest opinion laziness is a lack of will power. part of being a satanist i would imagine is the ability to self motivate and do what needs to be done. its like cleaning your room right? bahhh the socks and clothes don't matter, i'll pick them up later-leads to a gigantic mess you don't...

may i ask who your wife is? how might i contact her to ask?