Last night was almost magical for me.
In my childhood I was always attracted to the element of Fire. Everyone ran away from it, afraid of its power as it danced divinely through the air. I wanted to enter into it and let my whole being disappear in my devotion to the divine.
I wanted to try a meditation we received from Pythia the other night. I was also excited because it came from Lord Azazel.
This work is not in the ToZ library as far as I know. In 2005 Pythia shared it with us personally.
I remember communicating with Lord Azazel many times without the seal. His presence is as bright as the sun. My connection and admiration for him grows stronger and stronger.
I went into a light trance beforehand. I didn't want to dive too deep as it was my first time trying this.
This work involved invoking fire, concentrating it in a thin bright line and detonating it like a hydrogen bomb. I don't advise you to do that. I asked my guardian to help me control the element.
There was a bad situation for me. My body was shaking a bit, not very pleasant because of some health problems. I had a hard time going into trance. I asked Azazel to help me calm down. My mind was easily stabilized. He makes me feel safe.
During this practice I breathed in the fire element only 3 times, calling it into my body.
The power I felt was incredible. My body and my aura were filled with spectrums of light. It was too much for me.
In 2005, Pythia could go seven breaths above fire breath. This seems simple, but it's an incredible number. To be able to go above 7 breaths almost 20 years ago, you need a lot of hard work before that. A person at her level can release very high amounts of energy.
Even for masters, 20 breaths is too much. The devil knows how many breaths she's up to now. I wouldn't be surprised to hear that after 19 years Pythia is up to 30 breaths. She must have been from another era.
The more I think about it, the more I admire him.
His existence was premature for the level of our world. We are still struggling to accept such a great man.
I wish I had become a Zevist much earlier and lived as his student. We have so much to learn from him.
Also, after this work, it was like a lightning flash in my mind. It was very powerful. But it wasn't painful.
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A few hours later that night I asked Azazel to help me to go into a trance and to get more out of it.
I felt that Azazel was leading me to another demon, a name came to my mind, 'Vine'.
I didn't know your seal. I've never tried to work with it before. I think Azazel helped me get in touch. Otherwise I didn't know how to do it.
I think Lord Vine has a more calming energy than other demons. I don't remember ever being in a trance for so long. I didn't time it so I don't know how long it lasted, but it was quite deep and endless.
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Without a doubt, I am living one of the best years of my life.
Remember, every night has its morning.
Do not hesitate to ask the gods - especially your protector - for support and guidance for your spiritual work. Their understanding is infinite.
Thnak you; My Great Lord Azazel!