Succubus, a warning.

Length wrote:

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Are you 100% certain? Because I am not. Based on that, and also based on soul energies of a severely-mentally-impaired person, as I mention below, I say the following -

How do you suppose to reverse that, except for putting it, in this case, upisde-down, like the hippy symbol which was stolen, twisted, perverted and corrupted from this ALGIZ Rune glyph? Reverse means opposite. The only way to show this as a direct opposite is showing it as upside-down. A member said a few weeks ago that they had to interact with a person who had sever mental disabilities, and they could sense that this person's...soul...was all fucked-up, that the energies were all over the place and not where they should be. Who or what decided that the opposite of a Rune's glyph is only one particular mirror image from one particular angle? Anything which shows the glyph incorrectly, and obviously directly-opposite, means it is not the correct glyph, such as the hippy's appropriated and reversed ALGIZ Rune glyph. That goes further to fuck things up, because the peace sign is the reverse of the reversed-ALGIZ Rune glyph... :roll:

If you reverse this glyph horizontally, then it looks the exact same as it is; if you reverse it vertically, then it is reversed; opposite; not correct; the hippy-appropriated sign. This correct alignment, as in the picture, can sit on/in the Soul as it is. Sitting it on/in the Soul in any other angle, or directly-opposite, would have not-the-same effect as having it sit on/in the Soul in its correct alignment. As for the christian-appropriated cross - the correct alignment is what some would consider to be upside-down, but as we know, it is the christian-appropriated alignment which is upside-down and causes things to be more fucked up.

Shael wrote:

MoonlessNight666 wrote:

Im in the process of opening my astral senses on my face as well.and i would love to hear a fellow Zevism's routine

Taurus666 wrote:

Do you vibrate these 3 runes in your clairaudience points and astral eyes as well or do you use other words of power?

In short, the routine goes like this:

-Handstand, 12x MAUM into Crown Chakra

-Switch to inverted resting pose (the one that normally comes after the headstand/handstand in the Hatha Yoga routine). Stay in this position while doing the following:

-12x THAUM into Third Eye
-12x GAUM into Pineal
-12x YAUM into 6th Chakra
-3x Hard TH into the three temple chakras, going from right, to back, to left (or the other way around if that feels more comfortable for you)
-3x Hard TH into each of the astral eyes, individually
-3x Hard TH into the astral ears, all at once (only 3x total). Hold the vibration until you run out of breath here (comfortably).
-3x Hard TH into the entire astral body (focus on your astral "nerves" and your astral sense of touch, here).
-3x Long, dragged out "MMMMMMMM" vibration into the entire head. Mageson talked about this vibration being great for opening up all the head chakras, and it works nicely.

From here, leave the inverted asana and sit down somewhere comfortable. Then, do:

-12x Ansuz
-12x Ehwaz
-12x Laguz

And state your affirmation 12 times.
Then finish the working with one long and powerful "AUM".

That's how I do mine. I keep all of this much shorter than how I usually have my workings, because from the start I planned for this working to be continued indefinitely, for many years to come. I want to be able to do this working regardless of my physical situation (if I had to travel/move somewhere or something), so I kept it nice and compact.
The working as described above, takes between 15 and 20 minutes.

I use the number 12 here because for me it works nicely with the astral senses. Mageson has mentioned that the number 13 actually is supposed to open you up more and enhance astral senses, so you can replace all the 12s with 13s if you want to. For me it's working amazingly with 12 so I am keeping it.

Hope this helps. :)

I really like the vibe I get from this series. Thanks for sharing it, I will try it too. I like the mixing of yoga asanas and mantras at the same time.
To make it perhaps more powerful (in my inexperienced opinion but least) but complicating it unnecessarily perhaps, I'd substitute every inhale with that Trinetra breathing for the third eye from another post (sorry I can't find the page right now), the inhale with left nostril, hold, inhale with right nostril, hold, inhale with both, hold for 10, exhale.. and when you exhale you vibrate each mantra.
This would obviously be impossible while doing the handstand but could probably work while in the opposite asana.

Since I'm focusing on working on my astral senses (also so that I can work with a Succubus) this routine sounds amazing. Let's see if I get some results in a few moons. That would chance everything for me.
Thanks again.

HAIL ZEUS!

FancyMancy wrote:

How do you suppose to reverse that, except for putting it, in this case, upisde-down, like the hippy symbol which was stolen, twisted, perverted and corrupted from this ALGIZ Rune glyph?

That is not where the peace sign comes from. Peace sign comes from the old Navy code, the alphabet they would do with holding flags in certain positions to represent letters, and the flags can be seen with a telescope between far away ships that couldn't communicate any other way. The 2 angles down to the sides is the letter N, and the straight verticle line is the letter D. They put the N D together and it stands for "Nuclear Disarmament."

FancyMancy wrote:

...then I forgot about the usage of the letters upon the Chakras and the order of them used. Dang. It is more complicated still!

It's not strictly necessary to visualise them mapped. However, it is more powerful because you use the proper channels and chakras related to the power of the rune. Of course, if you use for curses, bindings, etc you visualise them on the soul of the target, not yours.

As for reversing, there are different types: left-to-right and top-to-bottom, depending on the rune shape. This is in predictive runology, where some runes are impossible to reverse (Is, Ing, etc) However, in runic kabbalah, as far as I know, reversing is done the way I described in the previous post, which is the only way to reverse runes that in divination are not reversable.

Shadowcat wrote:

Aquarius wrote:

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:

Hi Matty Boy, I hope it's alright to ask you for the Goddess name as I just read your reply and it really picked my interest.

(This is actually the first time I write in here, I've been a long time Zevist but I'm still a bad student and figured it would be the right time to ask for some help to a Brother or Sister in our journey.)

I don't know if you meant that your Succubus' name is that of a Goetic Demoness, but if that's the case then I feel more confident that I haven't simply misunderstood the messages.

My astral senses are, to use an euphemism, sucky but the night I performed the ritual asking Father Zeus for a Succubus as a friend and lover I clearly saw Her image for about a second (my visions usually last just a second at most) and She was the most beautiful female I've ever seen in all my life.

Thing is, that was the only time I saw Her, didn't feel more and no matter what I tried I couldn't meet Her again. Only lately, after like 20 years (I know, still suck and I barely managed to feel my head chakras while vibrating the words) I found a description in the ToZ website (hope it hasn't been there the entire time!) that matches Her perfectly... I don't know if a Goetic Demoness can/would be a Succubus but that's what I got between ToZ descriptions, meditating and trying to connect with Her.

I'll tell you Her name.. Leraje. She was exactly as in the description, only without the red wings and headdress. The greenest, most beautiful eyes and blackest hair, and She smiled to me gently.

I have only lately (last year) started to use runes/chanting as a constant method as the words in the awakenings section before did very little for me.

Also, I must say (so perhaps it'll be useful for you to understand my situation) I am pretty sure I have a very strong aura. I've done something definitely advanced once and the most advanced meditations, like absorbing the elements, barely give me any energy. Others, when I direct my energy to heal or clean their auras, have been reporting they felt very strong energy while I feel nothing or close to nothing.

I don't know why I feel this little, I know that the foundation meditation should be "easy" or at least basic for a dedicated Zevist, but no matter the amount of daily meditation or exercises I still feel like I'm numb most of the time.
The 'AUM' chants, I just found the chakra awakenings have been updated, I can feel are doing something, like stimulating my brain, and I really hope I get somewhere.

It's been so long since I wanted to establish a good strong relationship with Father Zeus and our Demons, the whole point in thinking of a Succubus was to advance in spiritual evolution faster and better.. now, after having to do with psycho people and getting my trust betrayed a number of times, I also believe that a monogamous relationship with a Demoness is my only chance for companionship.

Anyway, sorry for the long question/intro, I hope this thread isn't old, do tell me if you would like for me to repost this.

Thank you for your help in advance.

HAIL ZEUS!

Goetia Demons aren’t Demon lovers sorry to ruin it for you, you’re just deluding yourself.

how do you know for sure, is there a set rule? However there are a number of them that have had human mothers correct? Is it really not possible for any of them to reconnect with someone in that way that they may have known in past lives? If the above you wrote is true, and one has already done a formal ritual to satan concerning one of them(and if this means how to do the ritual was misinterpreted) what then? Edit: any HP wanna ping in on this :?

What I mean is that the Demons on the Demon's list on the website will not be your lovers, they will be Gods that aren't as important as OUR Gods.

Shadowcat wrote:

how do you know for sure, is there a set rule? However there are a number of them that have had human mothers correct? Is it really not possible for any of them to reconnect with someone in that way that they may have known in past lives? If the above you wrote is true, and one has already done a formal ritual to satan concerning one of them(and if this means how to do the ritual was misinterpreted) what then? Edit: any HP wanna ping in on this :?

My thoughts exactly.
I never pushed the topic because 1) I'm not that savvy when it comes to Demons (not the greatest medium yet.. I suck, actually), and 2) whether it's true or false I guess I'll find when I ask the Demoness directly.

As an update since the last time I have written in this post:
there have been other 'moments' that pushed me to the belief that it's entirely possible a Goetic Demon would show interest in intimate matters, and to this day I see no rule set in stone that shows it's an impossibility in any way. My first suspects was on the one I now think I'm right thinking of as my Guardian, and there's been a second Demoness coming to me entirely on Her own.
Again, this is my opinion and I'm not forcing this as a personal 'belief' on anyone else, just stating facts as I experienced them. I'll eventually update you all on future events when I know more and will experience unmistakable events.

Thank you for your reply.

Shadowcat wrote:

Aquarius wrote:

Shadowcat wrote:

how do you know for sure, is there a set rule? However there are a number of them that have had human mothers correct? Is it really not possible for any of them to reconnect with someone in that way that they may have known in past lives? If the above you wrote is true, and one has already done a formal ritual to satan concerning one of them(and if this means how to do the ritual was misinterpreted) what then? Edit: any HP wanna ping in on this :?

What I mean is that the Demons on the Demon's list on the website will not be your lovers, they will be Gods that aren't as important as OUR Gods.

Yes i realize that. I was asking by what basis or set rule you are saying just because a God is listed on the site that it is not possible? Why would any other God allied with Satan not listed here be less important, and by this logic why is it then possible to have a GD NOT listed on ToZ? There are many other Gods out there allied with Satan of all ranks. In fact in terms of the Gods listed one might say its more probable than some think seeing as they have seemingly the most contact with us for millenia. Many souls are also old and have known some of the Gods for lifetimes. from what i hear Azazel had (still has?) A human wife. I mean if someone said it one of the crowned princes or another God that had a partner naw obviously impossible. But many of our Gods have had human mothers as well. I personally think its possible, but it would be sure to have a history of lifetimes. And imho they would approach YOU. This would be a serious beyond all serious deal having more to do with than just sex or something. I think if this was truly impossible in general it would have been specified in the description of the ritual but it isnt. I dont think that saying "our Gods are too important to take an interest in one of us that way" is a very good arguement honestly because they then might as well be too important to think of us at all (not that they arent pretty darn important ofcourse). Remember we come from them and they are not so immaterial as many think. I know however enemy entities come along tricking people all the time. If one is in doubt about the signs they recieve they should talk to Satan or the Demon in question.

The Gods listed are most likely the most important ones, you said it yourself that there are ranks but you don't like thinking that there are less important ones?
Literally your argument for thinking that higher rank Demons can be our lovers is "muh feels" and delusions. No, there is absolutely no reason for which a high ranking Demon of Duat should take us as lovers, any reasons you can come up with are just your need of giving energy to your mental delusions.
The fact that the Gods help us doesn't mean they take us as lovers.
You should try and live in reality more.

Aquarius wrote:

Shadowcat wrote:

Aquarius wrote:

What I mean is that the Demons on the Demon's list on the website will not be your lovers, they will be Gods that aren't as important as OUR Gods.

Yes i realize that. I was asking by what basis or set rule you are saying just because a God is listed on the site that it is not possible? Why would any other God allied with Satan not listed here be less important, and by this logic why is it then possible to have a GD NOT listed on ToZ? There are many other Gods out there allied with Satan of all ranks. In fact in terms of the Gods listed one might say its more probable than some think seeing as they have seemingly the most contact with us for millenia. Many souls are also old and have known some of the Gods for lifetimes. from what i hear Azazel had (still has?) A human wife. I mean if someone said it one of the crowned princes or another God that had a partner naw obviously impossible. But many of our Gods have had human mothers as well. I personally think its possible, but it would be sure to have a history of lifetimes. And imho they would approach YOU. This would be a serious beyond all serious deal having more to do with than just sex or something. I think if this was truly impossible in general it would have been specified in the description of the ritual but it isnt. I dont think that saying "our Gods are too important to take an interest in one of us that way" is a very good arguement honestly because they then might as well be too important to think of us at all (not that they arent pretty darn important ofcourse). Remember we come from them and they are not so immaterial as many think. I know however enemy entities come along tricking people all the time. If one is in doubt about the signs they recieve they should talk to Satan or the Demon in question.

The Gods listed are most likely the most important ones, you said it yourself that there are ranks but you don't like thinking that there are less important ones?
Literally your argument for thinking that higher rank Demons can be our lovers is "muh feels" and delusions. No, there is absolutely no reason for which a high ranking Demon of Duat should take us as lovers, any reasons you can come up with are just your need of giving energy to your mental delusions.
The fact that the Gods help us doesn't mean they take us as lovers.
You should try and live in reality more.

I would like to provide some input. It is extremely like EXTREMELY unlikely that any God in the pantheon would have a human lover, I wouldn’t say impossible but 99.9999 % that most do not not except for Gods that already do like Azazel, but he was on earth when he took a wife. Think right, I’m pretty sure no God in the pantheon is younger than 50000 years old, Don’t you think all of them would have already paired up already, and the ones that aren’t exclusive would already have all the lovers they could possibly desire. I’m not saying that your feelings are invalid but I don’t think there In the way you’re interpreting, your likely overlooking details because “muh feels”

Shadowcat wrote:

thanks this sounds more objective. i have thought about all this as well, and still speculation lingers. Believe me trying to leave the feels part as much as i can, and this is something not much talked about so was doing this for others as well seeing as i wasnt the only one speculating on this. say like if someone errs though by thinking they are percieving something like this and they even perform the ritual to Satan naming them? if they were wrong wouldnt they get some sort of sign like a big "nope im taken" ect? or would the ritual simply be invalid?

Well I’m glad you can see I’m being objective. So I’ll level with you because I don’t think you have your astral senses open and this might help.
I was actually in a sort of similar (kinda, not really) situation as you though it only lasted about a week, and from my experience they will NOT send you any negative signs or feelings, unless you are thinking like this nonstop to the point of distracting the daemon. It’s because they will not deny YOUR free will your allowed to say or think whatever you want so long as it’s not effecting them. If anything most feel happy when you think of them like this because it’s mostly innocent and harmless I’ll use an example.

Let’s say your a beautiful girl who can read peoples thoughts. Your walking down the street and a guy sees you and their jaw drops and they start thinking “ wow she’s gorgeous” and “I could totally see myself with her.” Etc. Now if she’s sensible would she not smile at him, at the thought that said guy thinks so much of her. Giving the man a positive and possibly misinterpreted message, the guy might like “Oh ya she definitely likes me.” Just from that one smile.

See where I’m going with this. it’s the same for Daemons and Daemoness, they feel flattered that you think This way so you might feel positive when you think this way but don’t mistake it for love/lust, when it’s actually just appreciation. Or the feelings may be coming from somewhere entirely different such as you knew them personally in a different life.

And No if you do I ritual like this it will likely go nowhere, no feelings whatsoever and probably be disregarded. Especially if your not open enough or unsure of what you want. In my opinion you should be open enough to have a small talk with Satan or Lilith about what exactly you want this was my experience and I still had too wait until I was older.

Hope this helped :)
HAIL ZEUS!

Shadowcat wrote:

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Aquarius wrote:

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And Aquarius isn’t trying to attack you or be mean, he / she is just rather blunt when they answer, lol don’t take it personally.
Have a good day you two :)

Matty Boy wrote:

Hello, I just wanted to let people know, to really think about the succubus/incubus rituals before doing them. When I was younger I did a ritual without thinking enough about it, I bound myself to a succubus for always and eternity like a huge desperado.

I was so sad and alone that I thought there was no other way that I could ever be loved by another human being. I also wrote in the ritual that it's just me and her nobody else, I'm not saying it's a negative thing, but ever since then I haven't had the urge or desire to date another human individual, nor have I had any advances from the opposite gender, all attempts are completely and utterly pointless.

Now I know what your thinking (incel), no it's not along those lines, it's like I'm a ghost to them, and they to me, all satanic rituals are real and binding. I got what I asked for, it's been tough, but she's probably the strongest lady I could have by my side, pros and cons, just wanted to write this here, I posted it on the yahoo groups when I was younger as well, but I don't think it was posted.

Really think it over before doing it,
Just thought I would post this.

Happy 2022

The only warning here is she will love you a lot and stop you from fucking yourself up.
And by love I dont mean the type we see in movies. They can be strict but it is for our benefit.
Source- personal experience.

Shadowcat wrote:

No prob. Im not trying to stir the pot or what have you but im sure others wonder the same things. As i have had a similar experience and also know about the enemy posing as a God. I was skeptical for a long time...so far no negative experiences or energy drain. In fact with ANY contact i have percieved with ANY Demon had promptly gave me the idea to draw their sigil in an artwork for them..so far still more to make. There are 2 i have tried to summon that i felt strong general connections with, asking for verification of their initial approaches and got some pretty blatant signs afterward. I was even told to hang up the artwork with the sigil on it for one i feel extremely close to..no enemy would do that. Sigils are ancient and connected to our Gods. If you focus on them i doubt the enemy can take anything from that contact you are seeking.

Thank you for your reply, unlike Aquarius (whose favorite word is 'delusional' lol) I like how you think. Always questioning things you don't understand and trying to come up with a logical answer supported by strong evidence.

i have thought about all this as well, and still speculation lingers. Believe me trying to leave the feels part as much as i can, and this is something not much talked about so was doing this for others as well seeing as i wasnt the only one speculating on this. say like if someone errs though by thinking they are percieving something like this and they even perform the ritual to Satan naming them? if they were wrong wouldnt they get some sort of sign like a big "nope im taken" ect? or would the ritual simply be invalid?

Personally, I believe you make a very valid point and things that HP Pythia says in the ToZ also support this theory (like Asmodeus' Demon father choosing a human mother).

I have met a Goetic Demoness the night I asked Father Zeus for a friend and lover, and She smiled when I thought 'That's the one Father sent'.

When I learned She was a Goetic goddess I was actually the one who almost pushed Her away, feeling undeserving. Then when I reported what happened asking for help understanding this situation I've been called delusional for 'wanting' this to be real. So yeah... :/

As another confirmation, I recently got another sign from this goddess in an undeniably intimate contest where She showed me Her sigil without me even asking (they know our thoughts and concerns and often will offer help with words of encouragement and other signs), so frankly I'd say not only I'm done looking for proof to support this 'theory' (that's been a fact for a long long time already) but I feel I'm disrespecting Her by postponing whatever interaction She tried to make me aware of. If I'm still wrong (as this is '99.9999% impossible') I'll learn it the hard way. No point in waiting for someone else to tell me I should give it a try as it's possible I'm right.

That said, SOME messages can be confusing, I've misinterpreted some contacts simply because I lacked the necessary experience to understand whether it was our Gods, some enemy entity, or even if the problem was my own very bad ability to read energy (having been unable to even feel it for the longest time).

But SOME messages from our Gods are undeniable, and in my opinion shouldn't be disregarded by basing one's beliefs of what is on somebody else's understanding of them.

I have not been able to trust our Gods the way I should have for years as they were simply my mind's projections of what I read on the ToZ. I thought I was limited in ability, and even plain 'dumb', at some point and it shattered my confidence, because all I ever really wanted was to reunite with our Gods.
Then I simply decided I had enough of limitations and threw them away, choosing to believe I was just being negative the entire time.

I think that somehow shook my earth because I started receiving visits from various Demons, and it was enough to make me understand I was doing things right.

So if something, like a belief that something is impossible, works for you then keep it up. But if it still bothers you, feels wrong, nothing really adds up no matter what you 'know' to be real or deluded, investigate more.

The Gods know all the answers, it is my belief they just hold onto them unless one is ready to accept them (pretty much exactly as I do with people that are not awoke and would more than likely attack me after I speak of some truths their brainwashed mind isn't yet capable of getting to by itself).

Again, no offence to anyone's beliefs. Our personal experiences are the only thing that defines us, so don't disregard everything that may seem impossible as such. After all, we're seriously destroying our enemies' plans by reciting a reversed alphabet that cursed us. Is there really something impossible?

Shadowcat wrote:

Aquarius wrote:

Shadowcat wrote:

Yes i realize that. I was asking by what basis or set rule you are saying just because a God is listed on the site that it is not possible? Why would any other God allied with Satan not listed here be less important, and by this logic why is it then possible to have a GD NOT listed on ToZ? There are many other Gods out there allied with Satan of all ranks. In fact in terms of the Gods listed one might say its more probable than some think seeing as they have seemingly the most contact with us for millenia. Many souls are also old and have known some of the Gods for lifetimes. from what i hear Azazel had (still has?) A human wife. I mean if someone said it one of the crowned princes or another God that had a partner naw obviously impossible. But many of our Gods have had human mothers as well. I personally think its possible, but it would be sure to have a history of lifetimes. And imho they would approach YOU. This would be a serious beyond all serious deal having more to do with than just sex or something. I think if this was truly impossible in general it would have been specified in the description of the ritual but it isnt. I dont think that saying "our Gods are too important to take an interest in one of us that way" is a very good arguement honestly because they then might as well be too important to think of us at all (not that they arent pretty darn important ofcourse). Remember we come from them and they are not so immaterial as many think. I know however enemy entities come along tricking people all the time. If one is in doubt about the signs they recieve they should talk to Satan or the Demon in question.

The Gods listed are most likely the most important ones, you said it yourself that there are ranks but you don't like thinking that there are less important ones?
Literally your argument for thinking that higher rank Demons can be our lovers is "muh feels" and delusions. No, there is absolutely no reason for which a high ranking Demon of Duat should take us as lovers, any reasons you can come up with are just your need of giving energy to your mental delusions.
The fact that the Gods help us doesn't mean they take us as lovers.
You should try and live in reality more.

Theres no reason to attack me like that. Im merely trying to have an exchange of information and opinions with you. Weve posted back and fourth before on friendly terms. You have said something and i merely inquired about why you said it and i gave my input. There is no muh feels here. I didnt mean to say all the Gods are the same. I meant all the ones of any rank listed here or not, many of them all have had to do with humanity. But you have repeated simply what you stated before so ill ask again. Theres no reason to get hostile. Just tell me why you say it is impossible just because a God is higher ranking. How do you know only the ToZ are the highest ranking? What about the fathers of the gods listed here whose some fathers took human wives? Ofcourse they want to help humanity. But is it not possible that some of them knew a human that way in any former lives and would want to reconnect? Again not tying to stir the pot, if any hp, again wants to give imput thanks. Not trying to be delusional at all. Trying to understand more than anything.

Mine is common sense more than anything, not strict information.

Aquarius wrote:

If you feel sad and restricted you can just do a ritual to break up, you are not bound to eternity...

I think rather he should work on strengthening their relationship.
But yes, feeling restricted by someone you asked to always be your lover is bad.
Eternity, means various lifetimes too.
This will include unfavourable planets through various lifetimes.
Those with demon partners should be strong.

This person , correct me if I am wrong , should even look for the reasons he felt the way he felt at the time he asked for a succubus. Also , is there no possibility of this situation repeating ever again? How would his succubus feel if he fucked around with women and when he got "low,again" asked for a succubus again or asked for forgiveness kind of thing.

Again this is his own relationship but saying he is bound, again has no point.

As others have written here , he should work with developing himself . That if anything will show effort on his part and maybe make his succubus really happy , proud.

And the point of no relationships working is wrong again. When I asked for a succubus it wasnt like I wasnt getting sexual advances from women or there was some sort of barrier, this was a personal choice not to make any moves on other women.

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:

Personally, I believe you make a very valid point and things that HP Pythia says in the ToZ also support this theory (like Asmodeus' Demon father choosing a human mother).

I have met a Goetic Demoness the night I asked Father Zeus for a friend and lover, and She smiled when I thought 'That's the one Father sent'.

When I learned She was a Goetic goddess I was actually the one who almost pushed Her away, feeling undeserving. Then when I reported what happened asking for help understanding this situation I've been called delusional for 'wanting' this to be real. So yeah... :/

As another confirmation, I recently got another sign from this goddess in an undeniably intimate contest where She showed me Her sigil without me even asking (they know our thoughts and concerns and often will offer help with words of encouragement and other signs), so frankly I'd say not only I'm done looking for proof to support this 'theory' (that's been a fact for a long long time already) but I feel I'm disrespecting Her by postponing whatever interaction She tried to make me aware of. If I'm still wrong (as this is '99.9999% impossible') I'll learn it the hard way. No point in waiting for someone else to tell me I should give it a try as it's possible I'm right.

That said, SOME messages can be confusing, I've misinterpreted some contacts simply because I lacked the necessary experience to understand whether it was our Gods, some enemy entity, or even if the problem was my own very bad ability to read energy (having been unable to even feel it for the longest time).

But SOME messages from our Gods are undeniable, and in my opinion shouldn't be disregarded by basing one's beliefs of what is on somebody else's understanding of them.

I have not been able to trust our Gods the way I should have for years as they were simply my mind's projections of what I read on the ToZ. I thought I was limited in ability, and even plain 'dumb', at some point and it shattered my confidence, because all I ever really wanted was to reunite with our Gods.
Then I simply decided I had enough of limitations and threw them away, choosing to believe I was just being negative the entire time.

I think that somehow shook my earth because I started receiving visits from various Demons, and it was enough to make me understand I was doing things right.

So if something, like a belief that something is impossible, works for you then keep it up. But if it still bothers you, feels wrong, nothing really adds up no matter what you 'know' to be real or deluded, investigate more.

The Gods know all the answers, it is my belief they just hold onto them unless one is ready to accept them (pretty much exactly as I do with people that are not awoke and would more than likely attack me after I speak of some truths their brainwashed mind isn't yet capable of getting to by itself).

Again, no offence to anyone's beliefs. Our personal experiences are the only thing that defines us, so don't disregard everything that may seem impossible as such. After all, we're seriously destroying our enemies' plans by reciting a reversed alphabet that cursed us. Is there really something impossible?

Did you read my lengthy post to shadow cat? Might help, again I didn’t say it’s very unlikely considering most are very old and helped nurture humanity.

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

Did you read my lengthy post to shadow cat? Might help, again I didn’t say it’s very unlikely considering most are very old and helped nurture humanity.

Saw it now, thanks for your answer. Sorry if I sounded rude to you, with all the people that told me I'm insane and delusional already I had started believing none would ever give even a slightly different answer.

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

Did you read my lengthy post to shadow cat? Might help, again I didn’t say it’s very unlikely considering most are very old and helped nurture humanity.

Saw it now, thanks for your answer. Sorry if I sounded rude to you, with all the people that told me I'm insane and delusional already I had started believing none would ever give even a slightly different answer.

All good buddy ^~^
a lot of people are just really blunt with their Answers, I don’t really care for those words unless there actually deserved, I assume the people saying those things just don’t want you to be fixed on something that could prove troublesome in the future.

Oh and I say this lightly are you sure you know what you want (monogamy/polygamy)? I mean it kinda surprises me you don’t have a succubus, unless you aren’t sure or aren’t sensitive enough to energy / clairaudience

Have a good day

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

Oh and I say this lightly are you sure you know what you want (monogamy/polygamy)? I mean it kinda surprises me you don’t have a succubus, unless you aren’t sure or aren’t sensitive enough to energy / clairaudience

Meaning my problem is >>pSyChOlOgIcAl<<!?!?!?!? ........ well, you're right. :)

I've been asking that myself quite a few times lately, over the past few months/one year perhaps, and I realized that this "blockage" that won't make me feel energy, that makes me complain about being isolated from energy, not being able to hear or see our Gods.. is actually a mental blockage, and that I should stop blaming whatever external source or previous negative experiences with energy that may have blocked my progress.

To be completely honest, the best chances of success (when I had astral experiences with relative ease compared to years of radio silence) I had the first few times/first time I did something new and believed in it. Or even if I didn't believe in it much yet, something for which I had higher hopes and 'knew' something could chance. When I started vibrating the words in the Ritual I 'felt' Satan, and saw a Goddess I still can't identify, who looked like a female version of Zeus, white toga, blonde and golden electric energy, and strength. Another time, I felt the postumes of a particularly convinced Ritual for hours.
What does all this tell me?

I understood that every time I don't feel something I could feel in other circumstances it was very probably my entire fault. I wasn't open enough, convinced enough, or didn't trust enough the Gods and Father Zeus, not creating that bridge of trust and willpower that definitely facilitates exchange and communication.

I have read the "Nama Sivaya" post the other day and immediately decided to try it, before even finishing reading the post. It felt 'more advanced', very probably because I really had a good feeling about it so I believed it would work SOMEhow, and I managed to start seeing fragments of visions while doing it, even felt the energetical connection between the Crown chakra and Third eye (as it was supposed to link them).

Other times, when I repeated the same exercises/meditations/mantras that gave me an astral experience before, I would feel nothing or little if I was lucky. Why? Because I was accostomed to the idea that the meditation or mantra would always work, regardless of my mental state.

So, the problem is definitely psychological.

Kinda surprised me that you said "I mean it kinda surprises me you don’t have a succubus, unless you aren’t sure or aren’t sensitive enough to energy", cuz you're right about both. I THOUGHT it was because I'm not sensitive enough to energy, but it is true too that I am not sure enough/convinced/don't believe I can have one/other reasons or fears.

And part of this counterproductive thinking definitely comes from the fact that I saw a Goddess that looked very much like Leraje (whether it was Her and Goetic lovers are a possibility, or She was my succubus and I didn't think I'd deserve Her) and believed I was being too "delusional" or mistaken or undeserving anyway.
Basically, I cockblocked myself, no? XD

So, that requires fixing.

As for the monogamy/polygamy, I've always believed I wouldn't go for anything that wasn't the strongest monogamous relationship, and this has created all kinds of disappointments with human women, since they later may change their mind, feelings, whatever, and pull out of the relationship, ending it.

What I want from a Succubus, and the main reason monogamy with one has been set in stone for me since I read the webpage from HP Pythia the very first time, is knowing I can trust her completely with my heart and all that comes with a relationship of the Soul, knowing it will not fade away after my physical death and reincarnation. That she will still be there and I'll find her again and again, until I no longer need dying and we won't part ever again.

.....Which leads me to the next thought: knowing myself, this isn't the first time I'd think of this possibility.. so it's probable that I've made a commitment to a Goddess in a previous life.
If I did, how do I know for sure? And how do I find her again? And if I did perform a new ritual, will the same Goddess come to me (I believe so, that She would be waiting for me to understand and call Her again)?

Lots of fixing required... fuck those damn Poos keeping me away from my wife, I'll make them pay for that too.

HAIL ZEUS AND ALL THE Gods of Elysium!!!!

Matty Boy wrote:

Hello, I just wanted to let people know, to really think about the succubus/incubus rituals before doing them. When I was younger I did a ritual without thinking enough about it, I bound myself to a succubus for always and eternity like a huge desperado.

I was so sad and alone that I thought there was no other way that I could ever be loved by another human being. I also wrote in the ritual that it's just me and her nobody else, I'm not saying it's a negative thing, but ever since then I haven't had the urge or desire to date another human individual, nor have I had any advances from the opposite gender, all attempts are completely and utterly pointless.

Now I know what your thinking (incel), no it's not along those lines, it's like I'm a ghost to them, and they to me, all satanic rituals are real and binding. I got what I asked for, it's been tough, but she's probably the strongest lady I could have by my side, pros and cons, just wanted to write this here, I posted it on the yahoo groups when I was younger as well, but I don't think it was posted.

Really think it over before doing it,
Just thought I would post this.

Happy 2022

When I was super new to Zevism, I also did a ritual (actually, 3) asking for a monogamous Demon lover.
8 years later, I met him in a dream and we started communicating.
Before that 8 years, I learned that I am polygamous. But because I did the ritual, I thought I would honor my Demon lover and stay faithful to him.
Life happens. I learned many things about myself on the way there. That I would be willing to honor my commitment to my Demon lover, despite my personal happiness. That I was polygamous.
Almost 2 years after that, eventually my Demon lover and I parted ways respectfully and without bad feelings. I am with a polygamous Demon now and all is well. I didn't do a fourth ritual asking for a polygamous Demon.

That's just my experience though and I think it's unusual. It's not something for anyone to measure by and expect for themselves (regarding waiting 8 years to meet my Demon lover, that is) because THEY choose the time and place they will meet you. There's a reason for everything. I wasn't waiting and holding my breath those 8 years, I just got on with life and did my things and built my relationship with Satan and my Guardian.

Satan_is_our_Father666 wrote:

ChaosBringer666 wrote:

Oh and I say this lightly are you sure you know what you want (monogamy/polygamy)? I mean it kinda surprises me you don’t have a succubus, unless you aren’t sure or aren’t sensitive enough to energy / clairaudience

And part of this counterproductive thinking definitely comes from the fact that I saw a Goddess that looked very much like Leraje (whether it was Her and Goetic lovers are a possibility, or She was my succubus and I didn't think I'd deserve Her) and believed I was being too "delusional" or mistaken or undeserving anyway.
Basically, I cockblocked myself, no? XD

So, that requires fixing.

As for the monogamy/polygamy, I've always believed I wouldn't go for anything that wasn't the strongest monogamous relationship, and this has created all kinds of disappointments with human women, since they later may change their mind, feelings, whatever, and pull out of the relationship, ending it.

What I want from a Succubus, and the main reason monogamy with one has been set in stone for me since I read the webpage from HP Pythia the very first time, is knowing I can trust her completely with my heart and all that comes with a relationship of the Soul, knowing it will not fade away after my physical death and reincarnation. That she will still be there and I'll find her again and again, until I no longer need dying and we won't part ever again.

.....Which leads me to the next thought: knowing myself, this isn't the first time I'd think of this possibility.. so it's probable that I've made a commitment to a Goddess in a previous life.
If I did, how do I know for sure? And how do I find her again? And if I did perform a new ritual, will the same Goddess come to me (I believe so, that She would be waiting for me to understand and call Her again)?

Lots of fixing required... fuck those damn Poos keeping me away from my wife, I'll make them pay for that too.

HAIL ZEUS AND ALL THE Gods of Elysium!!!!

Awww you sound soo cute LOL ^w^

(Almost missed your reply again)

I’m surprised you could pull so much out of my little question, never the less I’m really glad I could help you come to this realization. It’s likely you do have someone waiting for you, just by how you described it. To elaborate on your ritual that you did, it may have been, but probably wasn’t your succubus. Reason I say is when she comes too you, you will have sex. It seals the deal/ closes the ritual, your not actually together until that happens. It symbolizes the Pact and the pair bond you have with her.

Like when mine came to me, I did not want it (lol) I wanted to talk first, but slowly She inched her way towards me till I couldn’t resist, she exclaimed we were together after we had finished.

It’s funny how you talk about how you knew you wanted that kind of relationship, I was the exact opposite. I felt unworthy of ones love. It was after I did a tarot reading that basically said I wouldn’t be able to pursue a human love interest and remain on the path I wanted. I was very distraught, crying and such ( I have Venus in libra with like 4-5 other romantic aspects) and Lilith started talking to me and I was just balling about how empty I felt inside and that I needed someone in my life, then she said “why don’t you just get a succubus.” And initially this made me more sad and I argued with her, but she convinced me it wasn’t that I was unworthy or anything like that. ( can’t really remember how she did it to be honest ) after I was much happier and definitely entertained the thought. To this day I’m so grateful she helped me then, though she tells me to think nothing of it.

After a couple months with my succubus, I remembered something very interesting from my past.

When I was 7 I had something very traumatic happen I remember being in bed and thinking, “how could I ever fall in love knowing I’d have to keep this a secret, no one would ever understand, never have someone who truly knows me.” I worried so much I passed out. I dreamt of a Woman who was more beautiful than anyone I had ever seen, staring at me smiling. When I awoke I had a weird sense of dejavu and that somehow everything, would be alright. I literally am in awe sometimes by how fantasy like it is, I remember other times being really scared as a child were I thought there was a monster in my room and I remember hearing randomly “there’s nothing there go to sleep.” It’s so surreal she was always there for me.

Anyway I’ve rambled enough, point I was trying to make is your relationship with yours will likely be profound as well maybe not as memory inducing like mine, but perhaps you’ll be shown all the different lives you spent with her or something making yours just as amazing . :D

Have a good day