What you describe is a very severe and deep psychological disorder.
there is a very high probability that you are not in tune, of who you really are. You probably do not accept yourself. You probably do not love yourself. You probably look into the mirror and hate yourself.
You need to overcome this. This is a very huge source of distress, pain and suffering.
With this very severe hang up you will not be able to advance.
Think about it… how can someone who does not love and accept himself/herself advance to highest heights, and withstand the test of time? The test of Evolution?
All souls will perish at a certain point. This is the struggle of life. The only way to ensure your own survival, is to be like the Gods, and become a Demon. People who hate themselves, they will stagnate and perish.
So, if you really want to be happy, to Advance and be strong - you really need to get out of this psychosis.
The point is… SATAN ACCEPTS YOU!
Satan knows you. Satan knows you better than you know yourself. He knows everything, what is in your past, present and future, what is in your heart and soul. The true nature and cause of things.
Satan knows you. Satan accepts you.
The issue is…
You do not accept yourself!
Satan does not see you like mythical fox. He sees you as a human being, as a child of Satan, who is under his protection.
That you play around as a fox, does not mean that Satan accpts you as an animal.
Satan accepts you as a human, who is destined to advance, stand on his own two feed, and take step by step. And even go through the „flames“ so to speak, as to advance even through pain, and build yourself up again.
So short answer, Satan accepts you. But as things are right now, you do not accept yourself. - This is causing a lot of pain, stagnation and atrophy, which will eventually lead to your downfall.
You need to get out of this.